
The only time I feel this way is when I imagine myself dating all 13 members of SEVENTEEN while keeping Samuel and Zhou Zhenan as special fluffy guests in my home. A real rollercoaster of emotions. Angst, happiness, heartburn, heatache, I wore a dozen green hats, ate loads of dog food, vomitted blood, flooded my room with tears, cracked my lips from grinning too hard, blew my roof with yelling, stuck my nostrils with tampons to stop the bleeding...
Man, this is tough..
But I love it still..
Masochistic right?
Ok so..hmm..Ok..let's wait? Hmm..argh..whatever..let's wait and see