
I need her to not be swayed by the prince anymore
Like dear God please don't let the prince be the ML. Honestly I hope he fuckin dies because he slips and fall on a banana peel!!
I hope his pillow is warm as an oven and that he stubs all his toes on a metal rail. Fuck I hope he runs out of toilet paper when he goes to take a shit and that his soup is cold as a freezer and his salad is hot as lava!!

This story was so damn touching. Like Mokuzu's death hurt even more, why? Because she could've been easily saved. There were many signs!! There were marks of abuse, people heard him being abusive to Mokuzu!! But the sole reason she died is because people didn't take proper measure and because of the negligence of the town people.
IDC what anyone says, every adult in town is responsible for her death, not just the father.

Elias was attracted to mc because she was good at studying. And why? Because according to him other girls don't put in effort in studying because they focus on marriage??! How do you know that the girl isn't focusing?? Maybe she wants to buy is being forced to undergo marital preparations. And the irony is that those are the rules made by men themselves
Fucking hell. I know it's a minor part but I couldn't help but feel disgusted. Like it feels like a kick in the faces of those women who could've done so much but we're unable to do so simple because the stupid fucking patriarchy wants them to just get married

Honestly speaking I have contrasting opinions about this
On one hand I like the story since it's quite different from most BLs I've read before. It's unique in both it's art as well as storytelling and the characters have an actually realistic feel to them
However I do feel like they should've gone their own ways. It's clear that mc was hurt and had suppressed trauma regarding ml from high school, and needed time to heal. It would've ended on a much more realistic note, if both mc and ml found someone who loves them unconditionally and remained close friends instead of lovers. Because I felt like neither had really healed from the emotional wounds they inflicted on each other. And the way they resolved everything at the end felt a bit fast paced and unnatural??
Anyways definitely was a new experience for me
I need like an entire thesis about the first couple!! I need to see them having fluffy moments, being angsty, getting into their dream professions, having spicy moments and just being two goofs who are married!!!
Please bro