Forgive dead Tony - I cursed you out deserving to die because thought you cheated intentionally. My bad!
the tops ex bf had actually cheated on him before he had died with one of the later antagonists who ends up kidnapping the bottom and we find out this antagonist killed the ex bf which i think is why the og commenter said he didnt cheat but the scene of the cheating looked pretty consensual although its definitely possible that he was being manipulated we dont have proof of that
I think Byul did something when they were kids that he is not aware of that he already hurt Siwoo maybe about kissing or something that is big deal for Siwoo but not for Byul ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
But it is a big deal for him because he was brainwashed into thinking only adults are allowed to do that but he’s still a kid so he shouldn’t do that yet. Kissing is a big deal to him at least that’s how I’m viewing it. Byul just doesn’t like that people aren’t respecting his own boundaries. If he’s not comfortable kissing and says that why does he owe someone. It sounds like a lot of his relationships were genuine teenage interested and then lost interest types too.










Haven’t read the novel but what I can think of which is which. The character Huimin do really have a disorder - the real Huimin is the frail one and he just created the “Huimin” who reads the Silence book to cope with the struggles in the real life. It’s like he’s acting the imaginary “Huimin” he created. And Inheon on the other hand may already knew that the Frail Huimin created an “Inheon” who went to America through those sketchbooks he asked to dispose so that Frail Huimin won’t be able to see it and realizing that the real world is the abusive world he lived in. Damn!! This hurts my head but it’s good.