Don't having any problem with the religious themes in yaoi or straight smut stories, but this one makes me extremly uncorfortable.... Firstly because it's a pure rape story secondly, because they doing it most likely only to taint somebody whom they find just too pure.... Its disgusting.
Some Male rape victims do get an aroused not because of pressure but because of adrenaline rush that’s caused by fear. The best example I can compare this to is being tickled. Some people hate being tickled, myself included, so just because that person is laughing doesn’t mean they’re enjoying it. Though I don’t deny if the author will end the story with the priest kms or something else like you said in the second comment.
Ch 15-16. Manipulating somebody into a relationship, what cannot be undone (bloodpact), treat the person who laid his trust into you ( in a situation what is scary and unknown for them) as a tool because you want his power.
Ch 17-18. "This is training"...nope sweety at the begining it can count as a sexual abuse......chocking somebody at you're dick....K know he is a shitty person using a "big softy" "who clearly don't know what kind of person he is", he clearly notice what Fabian thiking from their relationship ("live in the fantasy of your's") is not the same as he thinging it, but let it be, because this is the benefical for him (I'm sure this going to fuck up Fabian trust in him at one point)
Ch. 19. You're name is silence, if you say out you're opinion, or act out of line (speak back, do what you want, at the first place why do you need you're own will, just be a pretty doll and do what I say), this is what going to happen, so be obidient - treat + coercion
So we got an uke with the tipical "shitty, bastard seme" personality, as so much I hate shitty semes, I hate shitty ukes too, it would be maybe a bit different if Fabian is not a naive, big softy who baerly know anything from the world and the people nature.
I'm only here for Kahim and Brian.
he is a bit rough for sure and not the most emphatic for semes situation but he does seem to be a lot different from usual shitty seme types that u spoke of. this one is very dominant and a little cold like the uke from under the green light. i see why u would criticize the base of their relationship but tbh many of those points are a bit reaching











Seriously I don't like ML... He left the gossips alone because it's not big deal (this dude know how are the gossips in high society, so why is he so idiotic?) , he didn't say to her anything (even the butler said he shoul've tell ger) , he just should've say that "I'm having same truma so be patient" - FL is not like the ordinary noble ladys so she would understand, he could at last pretend that hr slept with her (so the servants don't treat her as sh*t, like mess up the bed, put on some bood it etc.......But nooooo...
I love that MC didn't wait with the leaving until the things escalate into literal abuse like starving her etc (she beliving he is gay :) hehehe) ...... I love the brother, he trully want her sister happy, and he care at he and openly confont with ML.
Then the misunderstanding resolved, like miracle in a few days... Like hell... ML should've grovel at last a few month... .. and he became a dog in heat, literally. He want to do anyehere /saw in raws/......
Ah and his kink is "crossdressing" he was already assasin, butler and more in a few chapter. He is literally a dong in heat.
It having 47 ch.