i want him to break down so bad like watch him actually cry uncontrollably, scream and sob and shake and vomit so bad and just let everything out like be relieved even just for a moment bcos he's so thin yet he feels so heavy (I've tried it, it was liberating can't believe ppl's sobbing can sound so loud)











those words sure hurt. imagine being sick and losing ur mind and losing ur memory and everything feels new and foreign like you're a newborn baby and then u heard of ur past glory, the things you did and could do and then u hear from someone that ur nothing but a shell of who you were AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i would jump fr