
Hmmm. I guess this was okay. I'm kind of bothered how debilitating it was for this guy to have such a simple kink tho.. I dont necessarily believe there are any "abnormal" kinks (except when they cross the line of legality). Idk I'm tipsy

While I don't really think of it as a bad fetish either, I can see how someone could be bothered by it. The seme's problem wasn't that tears during sex turned him on. It was that any tears turned him on. I think what really bothered him was the idea of getting off on someone else's suffering. Could you imagine the self-loathing he probably felt if he were to go to a funeral for a friend or family member and get turned on from the tears of the people there? Just like his memory of the rabbit's death as a child, it would definitely haunt him.

The way the mangaka shows and writes anxiety is perfect. The rationality of the brain when anxious is just so quickly poisoned by bad thoughts and wrong assumptions. Making yourself believe in things that arent true. I really like how familiar this feels to my own experiences. I'm sure we've all felt victimized by people who are just trying to help, and it is such a touchy subject and can be so easily misrepresented. This could have gone the cheap route and Ruri-kun could have been like "wow I didnt know you cared so much about me" when he found the book. But something personal like that is SO anxiety inducing, I'm glad it took the route it did. Anxiety is a serious struggle. Solidarity to my pals who suffer from anxiety.
Sometimes I forget that Alex is an entertainer (even tho it's the freaking title). So I forget he would have a nice voice. I like......to think about that