We need more sweets and wholesome stories like this one. Slow and absolutely adorable progress between 2 adults without any weird misunderstandins and instant violence. They are just slowly discovering new feelings and things about themselves. Those affectionate looks and Mr. Kwon's blushing face are everything
At this point all 3 of them should f off of eachother and go live somewhere in celibate because they have no idea how to do anything regarding to relationships + fucking is what put them in this situation in the first place
I read previous work of Jaxx few times, it had some things, but nothing like this rape here and that's why I liked her writing. Ever since it came back from hiatus it became more like all the mainstream BLs. Why every single one need to have rape. Like do authors understand the concept of rape and how it affects people?...
I would understand if plot revolve around someone's trauma or abuse but when they just put this much graphics and violent sexual assaults it just make me dislike story I liked very much before. And before anyone attack me, I've read literally thousand BL's and saw bunch of shit, I'm not snowflake who's complaining. It's just disappointing when even really good authors who know how to write good stuff turn for 180° and randomly decide to put rape.
Remember the beginning of the story, when Jin was top with some random guy. They took drugs (way less than Matthew ofc, they were conscious but still had drugs in system), Jin went on so long, guy asked him to stop because he couldn't do it anymore and ofc Jin stopped. They continued with bj while Jin imagined Matthew. It was one of rare situations we see top stopping when asked. So this now was kinda disappointing. But maybe Matthew will get back to senses, understand what he did and realize Jin did all of it to protect him (he acted a bit childish even tho I understand him).
Going off from the crumbs I have I think Matthew is drunk & thinks this is a dream so he probably? Maybe would’ve have forced Jin like this if he was sober. Obvs doesn’t excuse him from his actions, but yeah. Also, apparently 10 chaps are missing so idk the bg of what led up to this point so I could be wrong :’)
I didn't attack Matthews actions, I just said my thoughts about authors putting rape everywhere. He's heavily drugged and Brandon said some awful shit about Jin to him (wanted to make Matthew feel jealous and less worth/important to Jin) We know how drugs can mess people up so it's obvious why is he acting the way he do. Those chapters are missing because someone posted very bad unofficial translation and than took it down, now someone posted new chapters (maybe the same person) so people who don't mind reading and not understanding much can see what came next. I've read the original raws so it's pretty clear to me what is going on from the beginning.
I see c: I didn’t know what was going on & thought you were in the same boat; my bad! You’re ofc entitled to your own opinions & I didn’t mean to upset you if I did. Ty for the clarification.
No, it's totally fine, I'm sorry if I sounded rude. My way of expressing in English isn't at it's finest, so I may sound bad
You’re all good c:
After everything that happened, timer appears for Namu, it's his turn
Ik everyone hates him for some reason (he has a bit of annoying behaviour and is everywher, but it's not a crime
I mean he's the reason everything went south with Hoon and Haedam lol of course ppl aren't gonna like him ┑(￣Д ￣)┍ without his intervention they probably would've been able to go slower and Hoon would've had the time to process his feelings
I agree, but to hate him to such extent is a bit to much...like he was annoying, but it's just teenage stuff and it's not like the drama between Hoon and Haedam lasted so long. Author probably added him just so plot isn't smooth line
Tbh miscommunication is just lazy writing, they could have just take it slow and learn from each other instead of author creating a situation that forces them to be urgent about it.
With cheapter 110 it's finally the end. It was predictable how it will end, SY would always accept TS no matter what, with all his flaws and shit, but honestly I expected way more, like full chapter of them talking and TS apologizing over and over. Only thing I liked are last few panels, TS finally decided to get out of the shadow and walk BESIDE SY, not behind or in front, which implies he finally see SY as equal and not as a thing he should keep on arm length so he can't escape but also can't be unnecessarily close. Also, colors represent TS's change and realization (smth like in BJ Alex when Jiwoon finally realised he loves DG). But overall entire story was super messy, after 1st season storyline went all over the place.
As for Minhyuk, at the beginning he was my fav character and it didn't changed, Ik he's not great but who is in this entire story....He left just like he appeared and it makes me sad, he could have been way more interesting character, we saw different sides of him but only truth is that he longs for love and I hoped we'll see some light at the end of the tunnel for him too.
Wow, THANKS!
I wasn't sure if I wanted to continue reading after season 1 and you just helped me decide to drop the series.
Bro is right he's not gay, he just failed to remember that bisexual people exist
Smh they always do in BL... Kinda wish the authors would stop with the "if you're not straight you're gay" thing (especially as an omnisexual myself)
Totally agree, like dude who thought he was straight, slept with another dude and automatically became gay. There's no way someone can be bi, pan etc....
We are getting new story from this author. It's called something like Love and Roll, looks like the characters are in rock band or something. Art is beautiful but proportions again are so off. Ik It's just the art, if story is okay it doesn't matter as much but having them look like wide closet with ping pong sized head + super small petite doll bittom is Idk just a bit strange.
I saw some pics and they look like a carbon copy of Seunghyun and Youngjin just with different skin colours
So true xD I've read it, ot's a short story, literally only about sex, for some reason those scenes made me uncomfortable, not because it's bad or violent, story isn't like it, but the way certain things looks.
Unfortunately it's confusing because there are things going on in smut scenes as well and those are cropped out so some parts doesn't make sense since context is missing. I don't mind reading stories without smut, but having ones like this where they just cut out r18/19 scenes is so irritating. It's supposed to be for adults, so leave it like that or fix it good enough so speech bubbles aren't missing. (Also before I get attacked by anyone, Ik it's not author's fault and we shouldn't be complaining as much considering we read it here, but even if I read legally it wouldn't have changed the fact that some parts are confusing or just not as detailed since text and images are missing)
Bru I feel you. I'm here from the start and I cried for two years everytime I saw an update cut and reassembled like Frankenstein monster. I HATE manta with all my heart. So I'm really happy we finally have the mature version, finally I will understand seriously the story, in every little aspect.
Matthew will probably assault the shit out of Jin before drugs effects stops and Jin will go with it same as he stopped before punching him because he remembered his afraid/shocked face when punching him before. Couldn't understand very well, but think that Damon said some ugly stuff about Jin and the way he likes having sex just to piss him. But Matthew is under the influence so everything is messed up, he's not even aware it's really Jin Infront of him. Boy gonna regret pretty much after he wake up. He didn't deserve to ve dragged around, but at the same time he need to grow up go on some therapy for childhood trauma and abandonment issues, make one appointment for Jin after that and they can live happily
Please someone enlight him that bisexuality exist
I'm fed up with his homophobic insults just because he doesn't want to be seen as gay....
Stupid bastard, Garam should have left him die from blue balls after this, but well chasing didn't last to long
internalized homophobia is a real thing, i’m pretty sure we will get jaehyuk’s epiphany soon and garam’s gonna stop getting the shorter end of the stick