
This was really bad for me. I kept crying in every chapter. Lewis is such a martyr. Tho, I feel like I am like that before, too. I tolerated all the things that hurt me, but unlike Lewis, I was not the one who let go. I waited for my past lover to end it, because I can't; I was head over heels for him. The sad part is, he never really said sorry about the awful things he did, not even a slightest regret. So, I think, although Adolph was such a scumbag, at least, he realized that he was wrong, & he tried to make up for it. Although none of that matters now, since it will never bring back Lewis' life. Dr. Ivan was good to Lewis, but I think they are not a going to be a good couple. Just a thought. For Lewis, he'd been through A LOT. I hope that he finds peace, love & happiness wherever he is. And if ever he's reincarnated, I hope he gets the love, peace, & happiness he derserves.

It makes me sad to see how attentive, patient, and loving Doo Joon is to Hee Won. Loving someone who has beem scarred before is not easy, it takes time and effort. Doo Joon did not even bother changing her. He waited & just loved her & her flaws. His love & patience made Hee Won feel that not everyone she meets would end up like her parents, it's not bad to rely on someone, and it's not impossible to love.
Doo Joon reminds me of my past lover, as he was the total opposite of him. It was painful that it made me scared to love again. But I hope one day, someone will come into my life that will remind me of Doo Joon, not because they are opposites, but because they are
the same.

Sad
Nakyum is suffering from PTSD and I feel really bad about it. No Name didn't even touched him or anything, but he had a panic attack just like that. It hurts me.
Happy
Seungho really had such a good character development. It's so nice that he and Nakyum are on the same pace. What makes me more happy is that Nakyum's not scared of him anymore. Rather, he finds comfort on Seungho and he feels safe when he's around. He trusts him now more. Seungho's been very attentive to Nakyum too. He's really trying to somehoe make up for the mistakes he's done
Lemme just.... cry for a moment...