
I won't lie this author one of the best I've seen drawing intense sex scenes like damn, but I'm not the biggest fan of how the ml getting the mc to live with him, I liked where it was going before they slept together (I desperately needed a break from the angst and the grape scenes), but the way he acting reminding me of how he used to act a little too much. I don't get it cuz mans was hyperventilating abt mc possibly dying and wanting to do right be him cuz he regretted the way he treated him(as of recent I guess?) but this feels like a step backwards and too soon at that.
I would have preferred for the author to drag out his regret arc longer cuz that whole rut car grape scene still recent in my head, that was a tough read for me. Then once the mc was in a totally safe place, financially and mentally stable, maybe a house of his own living with his brother and having more time to breath I think a spicy scene wouldn't feel so wrong to me like this is.
A lot of bl artists like a mc with a humiliation kink, (Legs that Don't Walk the biggest humiliation kink I've ever scene like damn), and that's great, but for me, I like feeling that the ml's first priority is making the mc feel safe, or else mind break feels too grapey in my opinion. Like I said tho, can't rlly argue with their art work and detail wow, I've read a LOT of bl and this author's ability to really nail facial expressions always gets me. Also I'm a sucker for ml regret arcs so I only liked seeing him realize the effects of what he's done. It just feels to soon for me, but I'm still gonna see where it goes

the dumbest shit a toxic top can say is "you say no but look at your body" every time I see another author saying the same trash I am pushed farther to the edge. I swear there is a guidebook for "phrases to make your red flag ml say during the deed" and all of them read as the same fucking script it's verbatim. here are some of the many variations to enjoy: "your mouth says no but look at your ****" "your body is telling the truth" "no? but look at how **** you are?" likeee I don't care how attractive you make the ml this garbage man BETTER have some karma coming his way cuz I'm not a forgive and forget kinda person, I will come for this man myself if the author doesn't

I swear every chapter is just a sex scene where Woo-yeon graping In-seob being like "you like that sl*t take my c**k look how deep I am I'll fill you up" mans just does not shut up. girl it just looks like you dry humping In-seob until you c*m at least shut your fucking mouth I need all the possessive dilf MLs to beat his ass, and I just kno Ajusshi would waste this bitch. I blame the author tho cuz what you even tryna say with these scenes after In-seob's like "no no stop" you gonna have him blushing and crying with his chipmuck ahh design? this just reminds me of ecchi scenes in isekai where a girl is being molested and the camera just trails her body to make it look like I'm supposed to get off on an SA scene. I swear one I tried watching where the mangaka wanted the male mc to save these girls from getting SA'ed and had a scene of them pissing themselves while blushing wlike what is going onnnnn
I hate the ml like I'm not even the one who's getting manipulated and stalked but this shit makes me have a pit in my stomach. The way he's acting is so unsettling idk why this scares me more than a horror movie. I hate plots like these cause the mc's whole future can get fucked up because of one psyco who wants to control them and I'd put this on the same level as Even If You Don't Love Me cuz I wish I never read that manhwa either, idk if imma pick this back up cuz every chapter ruins my day