
Painful backstory doesn't justify almost raping your 1st love? And the uke, baek is romanticising it just like any other poorly written story. Only the 2nd time seemed more consensual (in the shower) but there's no sorry for that 1st time, no acknowledgement that it was forced. Ugh.
Having a shitty childhood doesn't excuse you from being a shitty adult.

Yeah using doesn't mean you dehumanise someone like they're a sex toy. Seo-in clearly knows that baek has never done this before and yet took him to that orgy-ish place. For what? What kind of twisted manipulation is this to someone you loved so much? And then the whole sex bit also is forced, uke is always in pain. I've read enough "good" ones to know that; it ain't gotta be like this. You can be obsessed & still know how to respect your partner's physical boundaries.

Exactly what I said too, right? Baek's character is romanticising it. Let's call spade a spade? It's shitty writing. Noone in their right mind with the kind of self-respect (like baek) would let anyone cross their physical boundaries like that. I liked it when he fought back & punched back but now he's complacent and being manipulated.

BRO the NON CON theme is really throwing me off. Model dude is so forceful with the manager, I wanna discontinue it because it's giving Jinx with different art. Should I drop it or continue? Only reason I even want to remotely continue is the 9.1 rating. There might be light at the end of this tunnel?

It's like a vague, situationship , friendship, relationship which really does happen in real life. The tension of it all, the push & pull of a relationship that you're invested in but not in the way the other person is..
I know they'll end up together but in irl, such situationships get you back to becoming strangers

Like okay, yes, i get that liquid courage to do the things they wouldn't be able to do when they're sober but also knowing what we know about how drunken-ness and being drugged is often used as a tool to coerce people into sexual things; I honestly feel so happy when people people GO FOR IT when they're both sober. Imagine the passion, the breaking of walls to the extent that you're both sober but cannot help it, will not help it to resist each other. That is true passion. This getting drunk & making out stuff diluted the yearning IMO. This might be an unpopular take but idaf.
So much paaaaiiinnnnn. Just be carefree and love please!