
It's giving 'Cant think straight' but as a better told story. I might have to step away from this just to come back after 5-6 chapters have been released, the wait is TOO MUCH for me & also I feel like the climax is right around the corner (some big about to happen)
So I predict that the seme is going to realise his feelings only after he's "LOST" the uke.

I think like most closeted gays, the seme is struggling with admission of his sexuality. In the earlier chapters it's very clear that his relationships with female flings were very casual & clear.
But you can literally see him not understand the uke because he's not figured himself yet. If anything, I feel bad for him because the uke is a strong character, he's going to figure out that the seme is an idiot. Uke also has never been in a relationship like this.
In fact, in one of the earlier episodes, you see the uke make some strong statements but in the next chapter the seme just let's it slide and gets back with him so, I feel that there's a lot of struggle (in terms of sexuality) happening with the seme.

None of the sex feels consensual. Even if this is a 'toxic' story of two people bound by their unreasonable obsession with each other, the math still ain't mathing.
One dude's more obsessed (the seme) but make the sex the uke forces on the seme make sense .
I like twisted characters & grey coloured love story but none of it makes sense.
Spit on that thang