
I kinda like it. Especially the part where the author says seme wouldn’t just regret, he would want to gouge his heart out! I love it. Oh sweet sweet angst! Exactly my cup of tea! Hope the team doesn’t burn out and continue the story. Even though they seem to be planning as they’re progressing, I’m seeing a lot of complex dynamics in their characters. It is cliche but it doesn’t feel forced at all.

Note to self! I’ve read it till ch87 scrolled through last chapters. And i hate the main couple. Mc is manipulative obsessive, he sees right through MC and plays with his feelings. Mc seems and acts like he is tough but he is not. He ‘enjoys’ and ‘likes’ the things ml has done to him in SECRET. He himself never admits it. He acts like he hates it. But his inner dialogue keeps wondering why it feels so good. So ml never feels guilty or bad at the least. No redemption arc whatsoever he doesn’t feel regret. They’re not on the equal footing. Since mc feels good in secret I guess he never questions and confronts with Ml’s ruthlessness. He is needy and unable to take care of himself even though he acts all tough. Going through all of that shit, he doesn’t even have proper response, or bitter feeling. I don’t mind ukes being weak and slutty. Hell, I don’t care if it’s full of rape. But he never admits it. He doesn’t even have resolve. No pride. No self worth. Don’t reread it please!
I’ve read it on another website. Basically, it’s a fked up story between adopted son who tries to please everyone and biological son who gets everything and obsessed with adopted son. Biological son coerces uke into having sex with him, ending up uke finally snapping and hitting the seme with the wine bottle. Seme wakes up in the hospital and they kiss. That’s the end of the story.
Damn wtf