
I hope the author knows what they’re doing by incorporating a lot of violent scenes… top already killed mc’s parents, possibly killed everyone in the infirmary mc ran, and prolly hunting down the daughter… gosh I hope he doesn’t pull out any pity card about his tragic past, and mc ends up forgiving him. I hope he doesn’t turn 180 too.. he is batshit crazy, no matter how much character development he goes through there’s really no remedy or redemption for him. This gotta have tragic ending, with the death of bottom and the ruin of the nation, or with some random royal blood occurring and offing the top. Ain’t now way they’re gonna end up together in this life unless bottom gets Stockholm syndrome and looses himself. Gosh even Sangwoo of KS is not batshit crazy like top. I think top is on par with the ml of non zero sum. Only 18 chaps in and I want a tragic ending.

I’ve read it on another website. Basically, it’s a fked up story between adopted son who tries to please everyone and biological son who gets everything and obsessed with adopted son. Biological son coerces uke into having sex with him, ending up uke finally snapping and hitting the seme with the wine bottle. Seme wakes up in the hospital and they kiss. That’s the end of the story.

I kinda like it. Especially the part where the author says seme wouldn’t just regret, he would want to gouge his heart out! I love it. Oh sweet sweet angst! Exactly my cup of tea! Hope the team doesn’t burn out and continue the story. Even though they seem to be planning as they’re progressing, I’m seeing a lot of complex dynamics in their characters. It is cliche but it doesn’t feel forced at all.

Note to self! I’ve read it till ch87 scrolled through last chapters. And i hate the main couple. Mc is manipulative obsessive, he sees right through MC and plays with his feelings. Mc seems and acts like he is tough but he is not. He ‘enjoys’ and ‘likes’ the things ml has done to him in SECRET. He himself never admits it. He acts like he hates it. But his inner dialogue keeps wondering why it feels so good. So ml never feels guilty or bad at the least. No redemption arc whatsoever he doesn’t feel regret. They’re not on the equal footing. Since mc feels good in secret I guess he never questions and confronts with Ml’s ruthlessness. He is needy and unable to take care of himself even though he acts all tough. Going through all of that shit, he doesn’t even have proper response, or bitter feeling. I don’t mind ukes being weak and slutty. Hell, I don’t care if it’s full of rape. But he never admits it. He doesn’t even have resolve. No pride. No self worth. Don’t reread it please!
Haha you’re telling me the goddess benigor bought his half assed prayer?!?!! Ahahah
Lol, Lee Kiyoung is so evil that even if he's just a bit nicer it'll have a huge impact! She couldn't miss that chance! (Not that he'll necessarily keep his promise, though... (ーー;) )