
Swimming isn’t his trauma. Yeah, in his dream he’s under water, but dreams aren’t literal; the water could mean he feels like he’s suffocating. Remember there’s a person too, a person that threatened to out him if he told the secret. I’m guessing that person was also a part of the swimming community and someone close to Jaeyoung; which is why he quit. He could feel like he’s suffocating from having to hold in the secret and hide who he is. I mean he obviously internalizes everything and when a person does that they can feel like there’s this crushing pressure on their chest that won’t go away.
Also he’s not crazy—the stalker is crazy—he’s woke up with the aftermath of the dream still sticking to him so his emotions are raw. It kinda seems like he has PTSD.

I don’t get why ppl hate on characters, like ML, who sleep around when they’re STILL SINGLE. Why should the characters have to act like they’re in a relationship from the first meeting? At least this ML isn’t lying to anyone. The ppl he sleeps with knows he sleeps around and that he has no intention of getting serious.

Kyungsoo is perfect for Chowon. He helps Chowon be a better person...and also acts as his filter when Chowon’s mouth says words they shouldn’t say LMAO!
“Even a recessive like you—“ LOL
Chowon will never stop being rude w/o actually meaning to be or thinking he’s doing anything but making conversation ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
Never knew how messed up I was til I started reading stuff like this! The Beast Must Die made me cheer for the psycho ( ̄∇ ̄"). Now here’s another twisted seme I’m going to lust after
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