does byul even know how he was conceived? i'd say he's pretty fortunate that hyesung even decided to come back and stay. i got SA'd once in public transpo (he came in my clothes) and i broke down and felt dirty even though i was just touched. if i had a child born out of what hyesung experienced, imma bounce, even though i know it's not the child's fault. i just cant. talking about "have you ever heard her side"... have you??? i know he's a kid but still, ugh.
and the same way it was fortunate for byul, even more so for dojin. after what he did????
man i can see the disappointment coming. i know the author is going to force things to make it okay, because byul and dojin will need to stay together.
haru's so clueless that i feel like souta groomed him even though theyre the same age. like, the core reason why grooming is bad is bc children are easily manipulated bc of lack of awareness and knowledge of the world as well as maturity, right? haru's like that in this sense. i mean, the reason why they started having sex in the first place is bc souta told him in order for an omega to be independent, he needs to have sex with an alpha
i like the possessiveness but i only read up to ch 4 . i'm realizing that i dont like this post apocalyptic setting at all. idk, even if the main couple end up happy together, there's just no sense of peacefulness for me, y'know? living in that kind of world, that kind of happiness can be taken away in an instant just bc of heightened circumstances out of your control.










so the equivalent of having sex was going on rides to the amusement park... i honestly didnt know why i didnt think about this before but it does make sense (≧▽≦)