Is the artist finally getting paid btw guys for background lore basically this manhua cycles through so many artists bc they’re paid like NOTHING, so the last manhua artists dropped it bc they were getting paid pennies & rushed through crazy deadlines
Also china’s recently crazy cracking down on nsfw + lgbtq works (they’re already very strict about each individual one, but combined it’s like on their hit list) so that’s why it’s extra censored. I’m surprised this didn’t turn into a bromance situation.
So don’t complain
What in the Stockholm syndrome… okay… it’s time to defend Changil to prepare for the oncoming train of people calling him stupid……
OKAY if I put myself in his shoes, honestly like I think he’s in really desperate times and not thinking right. He’s fawning super duper hard to cope with everything, probably because Mr.choi feels like the only person who would take him in and praises him. Maybe Changil attached to him the way a victim attaches to an abuser, where he unconsciously forced himself to believe that he loves mr choi to feel safe, since mr choi only treats him nicely when he’s docile and affectionate.
Honestly like I’ve had my fair share of abusive relationships and I get it. Chang il is fawning so hard he confused his fear for love; since he’s so desperate and pretty much has no one except mr Choi. He DOESNT want to be afraid of Mr Choi since that means losing the one (delusional) source of comfort for him in his entire life. He WANTS to love and trust Mr Choi, but obviously he can’t which is why we see this weird, docile and inauthentic version of his love. He’s afraid to really love Mr Choi, so he forces himself into a docile and submissive state so he doesn’t have to be scared.
It’s also something with the feedback he gets from his behaviour—he’s obviously mistreated when he’s “chang-il,” perhaps he even blames himself for getting raped because he didn’t “like it enough,” so combined with Mr Choi only being nice when he’s docile and affectionate + blaming himself for being HIMSELF, chang-il might’ve had a personality “shift” because of the positive feed back of mr choi and the negative feedback of mr choi and others SAing him in the past when he was “Chang-il.”
Also, I think he doesn’t want to think that mr choi, the only person left in his life wants to rape him, so he 1. Blames himself and 2. Forces himself to like it so it’s “not rape.”
Also mr chois dick looks hella weird why is it … like … ew… I gotta cut off the bumps bro…
STOCKHOLM SYNDROME HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA but yeah, fr.
For everyone asking why sehan (ML) became really cold to chaon (MC)
As we know, Sehan already is extremely emotionally manipulative with how he uses his guilt against chaon, who has a really strong guilty conscience because he blames himself for Sehan getting stabbed. In earlier chapters, we saw how Sehan smiled when chaon touched his scar during sex and flinched, clearly enjoying the control and impact he has over chaon.
First, he uses chaon’s guilt against him for sex and to push chaon’s boundaries. Now, he’s “pulling away” and “mistreating” chaon to create an addictive, confusing chemical response in chaon. I forgot what it’s called, but it’s an emotional rollercoaster where Sehan being normal nice becomes an amazing thing, and him being abusive is confusing and makes chaon crave affection even more. Sehan’s also doing a thing where “absence builds affection,” so chaon craves anyone’s presence, mainly his as he’s been with chaon for so long.
As a character, because of his guilt complex and very often disregarded boundaries, chaon is very vulnerable to staying in abusive relationships because he’s used to his boundaries being stepped all over & likely would stay w sehan due to a sense of responsibility despite the abuse. Chaon seems very empathetic so I’d assume he would assume that sehan was angry because he almost hurt himself, not because sehan has bad intentions.
TLDR; sehan is an abusive emotionally manipulative shit who is lovebombing then withholding affection from chaon to make him more attached and vulnerable
very well said im interested to see how things play out .. #－.－)
that makes a lota sense. poor Chaon :(
Yup, I understand that much. But man, his behavior towards Chaon is so unsettling. Using such method is so red flag
Stop this madness
Also genuine question how do I get the chaon build
do I need to do 100 squats a day and 100 sit ups and 100 push-ups why is his build so fine…
Man I liked youngest he had younger siblings too it hurts.., also can’t this guy at least fucking use lube… like mcs gonna fucking get internal hemorrhage…