

maybe it's from this?
https://myreadingmanga.info/yamada-nichoume-deki-no-warui-ko-wa-tenohira-no-ue-kr/

First off I have no idea why people are hating on the first seme.....
He didn’t cheat, he didn’t lie, he wasn’t an ass, the only thing was he was awkward at showing his feelings.
First problem: people said he shouldn’t have comforted his friend. WHAT?! HE DOING WHAT A NORMAL FRIEND DOES! Sure his wording is a little awkward but if you consider the fact it’s true. In that situation nothing else should matter if was a life and death situation for his friend. His friend and the GF was dealing with a violent and abusive ex lover. They even had to leave this house because it gotten so bad. He says don’t worry about me not being able to invite my lover over you guys can stay here until you are safe.... that is what the seme meant, the GF was there the whole time.
Second problem: telling the uke not to come over was probably for his protection. They are wary of the ex lover lurking around and stalking them if the uke were to go in and out of the house of where the GF was the stalker could misunderstand and harm the uke to get in the house. He told him to stay away because of the potential threat
Third problem: the seme hiding things. It not like he could go around telling his friends private affairs around. Sure if the uke and his friends were acquaintances then it would be easier but they weren’t they were just upperclassmen and underclassman in highschool who had never talked to each other. The seme can’t just blurt out other people problems it’s not his story to tell and at the moment they have been rushing to deal with things before he had time to explain. He had to go save his friend and GF the night he ran off, them help them move their stuff,and deal with hiding them and protection at the same time going to work. Like people he is just human things haven’t even died down for him to explain before the uke ran away.
The seme only problem was his wording and awkwardness: think about the story in his POV he met the uke, one night stand and fell for him and dated the uke. He remembered his bf birthday and got him a ring. And hey sometimes he meets up with his friends for a drink so what. Just because they are lover they don’t need to know everyone in each other life. There is going to be some non mutual friends who your bf/gf will hang out with without you around...... normal. He didn’t cheat or substitute anyone for a past lover. He helped his friend through a tough time and suddenly his BF ghosted him. With out knowing what the hell was going on. His friend is simply a friend to him their relationship was not serious and many years ago so he didn’t think much of it. He has know idea On what the uke is feeling how can he. Maybe he would know or have a clue if the three of them was present and the uke acted weirdly or something but there was no way that the seme could figure out the uke was jealous over his friend.
The uke is more wrong in this situation. Because of his paranoia he didn’t trust or believe his lover from the beginning. He always blamed the uke for being in love with his friend. He never let the seme know his feeling, never confronted him, never asked,or questioned anything. He one sidedly decided his lovers feeling with out trying to understand anything. His blamed the seme for not saying “I love you” but has he ever said it .. NO!.... the seme is awkward but he showed his love by giving the uke a ring on his bday and a spare key.... the uke never invited the seme over to his place or given him a spare key. He didn’t even let the seme know where he lived. From the beginning the uke was the one putting up a wall between them and distancing himself because of his misunderstandings and blames it all on the seme.... he even ghosted the guy..
The seme put in all the work. He had to search for him, confess, apologize, bought a ring, was the first one to ask the other out. He was a normal BF
We only see from the uke one sided misunderstanding that puts the seme in a bad light but there relationship had a miscommunication problem which is equally both of their faults. The seme fault is his wording, awkwardness,and not fully explaining things through( but then again he was never given the chance too) if the uke confronted the seme the seme could have explained that it was a misunderstanding, if the uke waited a couple of day like the seme asked for things to die down and the situation with the stalking ex was safe them he would have explained what was going on, if the uke hadn’t ghosted him and ran away the seme could have destroy all of the uke doubts earlier. The uke never gave the seme a chance because he was sooooo sure that the seme was a sly man who couldn’t forget his old lover which was a misunderstanding!
The uke fault was his had doubted, misunderstood, blamed, ghosted, didn’t trust and believe in his love since the beginning . From the beginning he tagged the seme with this one sided misunderstanding and paranoid fantasy that he never gave the seme a chance. For the beginning he set himself up to be broken-hearted no matter what the seme did or felt. He never said I love you to the seme, never let the seme know where he lived, never gave the seme a spare key, never gave seme a ring or anything that solidify there relationship but that’s what he expected from the seme. The seme had no clue what was going on in his head they were normal lovers with no problems and that is because all of the problem was made up in the uke mind.... because of his paranoia everything the the seme does will suggest he was still in love with his friend because that is all his mind focused on. His lost sight of everything else

I love the couple super cute.... but what kou did was really cruel and I still haven’t gotten over it yet.. I guess I wanted to regret his evil deeds a little more. I felt like shinobu forgave him pretty easy I also want him to heal jealous and get a taste of his own meds. To play with someone feelings the way he did
I like the yakuza guy much better, the cop guy was cruel from the beginning and used and trick the uke dragged him around for his own purpose... the uke and the yakuza dude have a cuter story and more chemistry and he is hotter. Also the yakuza dude never used the uke to transport drugs he did that in the end was to cut ties with the uke and wanted to get caught so the uke would have to be involved. I like the yakuza much more...too bad he ended up with the douche instead
I KNOW. I COULDN"T AGREE MORE.
SAME!!! YAKUZA GUY WAS SOOO MUCH BETTER