I have finished reading the novel and trust yall, it gets worse. But I would say the ending is perfect since not everything is rainbow and sunshines. MC and ML ends up but not because ML changed (he's trying but he's a literal psychopath so sometimes, he still abuses MC) but because MC realizes that no matter how many times he tries to run away or try to hate ML, there's an invisible string that's pulling him back and not able to get out of this misery so he just decided to stay.
Love that ending because it's not just "ML changed, MC forgives, boom, happy family"
it goes "ML tries to change but still has psychopathic tendencies, MC doesn't forgives and try to hate him but no matter how much he tries; he still loves him, MC just accepting that he will always be in the abyss and stays, both try to heal little by little"
NOVEL ENDING SPOILER-
Haewon: "Is it really going to be okay? You love me, right...?"
Haeyoung: "Yes, everything's going to be okay. I'm sorry that I was too late to realize that I loved you all the way back then."
And Haewon has a big smile on his face and he just hugs Haeyoung who's covered in scars of atonement. Haewon knows that life is still difficult but that they have to keep moving forward and eventually heal little by little. They laugh together in the midst of destroyed houseware.
The sounds that were mixed together and was unknown whether they were laughing or crying were trapped in the cellar containing the past. In our little house where the door is always open but you can't get out. There was no way out of the dilemma of long ago. So now it's time to start a new game. A game with no winners or losers until the end.
Can yall actually focus on the storyline for once? Rape is not condonable but every time the top does smth good, yall bring up about it and be like "idgaf i still hate him"
Hate him all u want IDC but why are u still reading the story if u hate him so bad?? It's because you wanna read some chasing arcs or redemption arcs, right?? But when it comes, YALL NEVER STFU about the past like be grateful he's changing himself for the bottom. Yall hate him and then go love that mf from Codename anastasia and Roses and Champange. "Uhmm at least Zhenya changed" AS IF THIS GUY ISNT ALSO TRYING?? Just don't read it if u hate it so bad. fuck people are annoying as hell
God forbid someone is trying to change themselves without people bringing up their wrong deeds every chance they get
Forever Hanwool apologist. I knew he didnt kill the teacher from the very start. I assumed that "I think he didnt kill her and just grief her death in a different way" AND I WAS FUCKING RIGHT. I was defending him left and right and god, the author should reward me a "Hanwool's outstanding defender" achievement. I LOVE YOU HANWOOL!!! YOULL ALWAYS BE FORGIVEN AND I LOVE YOU FOREVER
Yea, he did many bad things but who tf cares? At least he wasn't a complete psychopath and still have empathy for others because of his past trauma!!











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