Naru needs to be treated more preciously!!!! Like a treasure because that's what he is such a cute baby!!!!
Poor Nakamura... Awwwwww poor baby, I just wanna protect you
But if you would just confess, then at least you won't have to suffer so much anymore... Just tell him so you know whether you have to get over him or if you actually have a chance with him...
My older sister persona is acting up again lol
Ang based only on what is being shown to us readers... I feel like Hirose only sees our poor sweet Nakamura as another classmate... An acquaintance-friend-classmate type... But nothing more lol...
Just forget about him Nakamura!
Okay so, he has trauma from being raped. And he doesn't trust women because of that. And probably seeing Blanche reminds him of that dark and painful past.
But hear me out here, does it excuse him of neglecting his child? Almost to the point of being abusive? Because, ya know, abuse doesn't just mean the physical? Neglect is also a form of abuse. And I would understand his dislike, maybe even hate, of the Queen because her previous self might have acted or gave off the same vibe as the old Queen. But, there so many ways he could react without being physical. Because, small violence like that done because of some trauma can really escalate if not addressed properly and immediately. If this was some real life dark themed story, the father is in some serious trouble in becoming abusive and a real villain.
I mean, we all have our own traumas. We also have our own way of dealing with it. The problem arise when we don't face it properly because we end up hurting those people around us and ourselves.
Anyway, this is some real interesting shit and I'm excited for future developments.
I mean it’s not that bad he just doesn’t give her attention that’s it, literally not abuse. He gives her food, shelter, educations. In this type of relationship it just means they’ll be strangers with no attachment in the future. Nothing else.
It's common for the victims of rape to distance themselves from the child that was the product of their trauma. It doesn't mean that they hate their child it's just hard to be in the presence of someone who is the live evidence of what happened to you specially if their way of dealing with the situation is to pretend it never happened which is the common thing in male victims.
Um that's still neglect, he should have appointed a guardian to love and care for her if he made the decision to not be in her life.. growing up without a family/parent or community that raises you negatively affects children bro (so I think it's pretty bad n inexcusable)
Not justifiable but understandable. Saying "neglect" is a bit harsh in his context because he's only emotionally distance to her. He's not starving her.
He just need proper time to heal. There's no point of blaming him
I see and I kinda get it... But I'm still not there
Okay so maybe I'm not sympathetic enough to him as a rape victim? Maybe because he's male? Which is really bad, I know. Am trying to be understanding tho. I can't relate to what he maybe undergoing? So it's good to know that he's behaviour is justified (?) I mean, seeing it from his perspective.
On the abuse part, I still stand by that. neglect can be considered as abuse. Emotionally speaking, he neglected her. It's good that he's supporting her with other important aspects but in a developing child an important factor is still the emotional support from a parent. As a child the first thing that you look for is the love coming from your parents and when it isn't there, I mean, when you can't feel it or see it, it still raises doubts. Then it creates inferiorities and basically if there are no other sources of love or emotional support, it fucks you up, sometimes for some people. And there was that scene in the first chapters where he was being rude to her, I think? That scene in the garden? Tea time? Too lazy to check. Lol. Seriously tho, emotional neglect is still neglect.
And it is sad to think that traumas of parents from the past directly affects their children. It's quite unfair considering they were not the source but merely a result.
I'm not trying to put blame on him, I think. And I do think this story would progress in a way where he'll eventually heal and be able to express his love for both Blanche and FL. So, I can't wait for that and how the author would tell it.
So, yeah... Thanks for this interesting convo I'm learning
Tell me one thing if god forbid you were the victim would you even want that child? It's easy to speak from a bystander point of view but put yourself in his shoes for second and tell me how you would have behaved.
Also regarding neglect he did appoint a nanny for her to give her the love he couldn't but as you saw that woman was a b****. For me as a woman with four little angels, I would have not even given birth to the child and would have had it aborted. Because I know I wouldn't have been able to love that child.
Okay so the story in itself was sooooo sweeet and cutttteeee...
BUT
The side characters just sucked big time... Like the sister biatch who two timed with the uke??? And that sister being made out to be the victim somehow????? Like, having a parting shot of putting the blame on the guy because he wasn't assertive enough in a relationship?????? Mangakasan could have shown this character trait in different various ways that wouldn't affect or could've improved the story.
And what is with the way this story belittled the seme????? Those were really harsh words. And I feel so angry. And, that part wasn't even resolved. There was no justice served for the bullying seme got from his family and the employees of his father. Even the sister. She might have consoled him a few times, but she also saw him as something lesser. Ugh... Makes me angry just remembering it.
Uploader-san really got it right with the memes. Ryuji was used for uke's satisfaction in the entirety of this story. Poor little baby. I mean, he was "loved" by the end, only in the end, of this story???? Def unsatisfied. It's been a looong time since I tried reading this kind of story. And am still not liking it T.T There were barely lovey dovey moments between the two leads. There were more thoughts on the rival than on Ryuji???? It makes you doubt whether this was a story between uke and the rival or with Ryuji???? Ughhhhhhh poor Ryuji... your love and loyalty deserved more appreciation than what this story gave you
Demmiitttt.. I was reaaallllly hoping this won't turn out this way but it fuckin did...
Shit ass jerk lying uncle with pedo tendencies (?) and uke with no pride??? Demmiitttt
And this has so much potential to be a very good drama story. I was also liking the characters except the uncle who was already suspicious from the start.
I'll only continue reading for Hiro...
Ghost thingy is just the cutest!!!!!!!!! And they story is absolutely amazing and hella interesting!!!!!
Seme has serious superiority complex against the uke. He's always playing games at the expense of uke's emotions. And always played the you didn't trust me first card against him. Like what the efffff... He had anxiety and some other disorder that made him wear a mask whenever he's with other people. The fact that he was doing that was sign enough it it was not just some mild issue. Of course it would take long to get over that. So, is it really any wonder if it took a looooong time for the uke to trust the seme????? And fyi ... Sometimes, it is harder to open up to those closest to you because they can hurt you the most.
Bruh literally, the seme is such a douchebag.
The seme really dropped the "I'm actually the victim" card and it's so fuckin dissapointing.
Literally! So tiring and the uke seems like a decent guy so it really sucks. I wonder what went through the authors head when plotting this.
This was cute... Really do love the first couple!!!
The second couple was realllllyyyyy frustrating!!!!! JeezZZZZZ.... But I don't really hate them... They're just reAaaallllly frustrating!!!!!
Why do they need to always be together? I mean the blonde and the black haired Jiyoons... I maybe have missed it but are they brothers? Is that why they're a package deal? Like if the black haired guy is kicked out of the apartment, the blonde goes with him too? I mean, because, why don't they just kick out the black haired dude. Seriously.
That's a good point! I'm not sure why that is either. It doesn't sound like they're brothers, just convenient coincidence that they're both the well known guys on campus that are both really attractive and also same last name by chance. I think they've been friends for a while? maybe family friends. Think it's convenient to find housing together
Their last names are different from each other: Han and Yoon. They both have Jiyoon as their given name. :)