I'm really happy for the main couple, but there's one thing that I can't get off my mind. I want bogum to be happy too ;;-;; imagine waiting for his love one to be born, being with her till she die and then waiting for her to be born again and what if in her mext life, she won't fall for him so he'll have to wait for her again and be with her till she dies and it'll be an endless cycle!!!! AAAAAAAAAA i can't. I'm crying so bad, I'm happy but can't be fully happy-
I wasn't able to enjoy it fully after masayuki got rejected- I fell in love with him wodnwixw omg. I got frustrated when author made him attempt in raping uke cause that's so out of character- But i do like Gino as well, it's just Masayuki made me fell for him, i wish he can find someone who'd love him too...like maybe the guy with glasses *cough cough*
Also, i don't like how they were persuading him on keeping the job. That's just purely insensitive towards masayuki. Give him a break, his 3 years of unrequited love just rejected him and he's coworker with the guy's boyfriend, who's very insensitive towards him (I know Gino doesn't mean any bad but it really comes off insensitive to me, specially the way he spoke to him on the last chapter even in author made it seem comedic and heartwarming, just nuh uh)
So i saw some few comments saying stuffs like uke deserves better and should've chosen the other guy cause seme is toxic as if uke never made a mistake and doesn't have the same toxicity like y'all, do you seriously really think choosing the other guy would make this less toxic? It's toxic exactly because the uke is toxic- and just happened that seme has the same level of madness. Cause from what I've read, seme's really normal, heck he even asked uke to do normal dating stuffs- not until the next volume.
also, I'd also feel messed up if the guy I'm dating tells me that it's okay to date other girls when I'm trying to get into a serious relationship and even points a gun in my head, specially when It's a false accusation. Uke attempted to kill seme when he's the one who nearly cheated on him and even considered breaking up, kind of ironic if you ask me, but seme did tried to kill him for kissing another guy so that evens it out haha. imagine what would've happened if Uke told him the blowjob-









This was so good i can't believe the rating is only 8.9 just because it isn't a happy ending smh. The plot twist was awesome, it made me shudder and cry a river