
Firstly, THANK YOU FOR TRANSLATING!!
okay so, I'm so dissatisfied with the chapter- i want more of the previous couple (The one about lyric composer and instrumentalist goddess) but that's only a part of as to why I'm disappointed. The mother have a loose in her brain and i detest how she raised her kids by her own gender preference.

;;;; I'm so satisfied but kinda not? i want emma to remember everything aaaa despite all the horrible things that happened. I get so sad whenever i realize that she won't be able to remember her dead family, musica, seo-jun(?) and mama isabella

Yes if she can just forget those traumatizing moment I can approve the "lost memory" but at least leave the good memory and the people who died that is important to her..all I want is that I hope she can remember the cattle children (her whole family) and I wish she can remember yuugo and lucas and sojun(?) and musica and I hope she can still remember her studies (like all the studies they do) and her abilities

I can't get over the fact that shigure chose to run away with shiro while leaving Haru behind-

it’s because he thought of him as his brother that he had to leave behind, and since he can’t take his brother or haru without putting them both in danger, he chose to take shiro since he probably didn’t see as great as a danger/loss as taking his lover or real brother (don’t know if that made sense but that’s how i see it)

I doubt that, I'm sure shiro's as valuable as haru for him. The purpose of them running away is so they could start anew. If Shiro isn't that valuable, he wouldn't take him because firstly, if they ever succeeded, He and shiro would be living together. How can he live for a long time with someone who, as you said isn't that much of a loss than living with Haru or his real brother? Why would he prefer that than living with those whom he really deemed valuable? It just doesn't make sense for me.Why would he start a new life with someone that isn't so important?

i get what you mean, but there are people that leave the people they really love behind because they think they’ll be better off without them, especially when they’re going through something which shigure was.. i thought maybe he couldn’t do it alone so he took the person he was just starting to care about and knew he could actually save from that world... (i think shiru was still pretty young at that time and had no one? maybe that played a part) although upon re-reading the part where he leaves i’m not even sure anymore i think it’s just open to readers interpretations because we’re not even 100% sure how he died.. honestly i’m just gonna leave it as he had his reasons. it’s hard to figure out lmao

i just remembered! pretty sure haru also was the one to ask shigure to care for shiru? haru knew he would be the one to be able to save him since shigure was the one that saved haru in the past. maybe the only way he saw as being able to save shiru was by leaving everything behind since it seems he knew something was going to happen to him and it seems he tries his best to save people (greater reason to was because haru was the one that introduced him and asked)
Fuck im tearing up