
To me, it's not a question of did Hosik like Sunbae the night they did it. If Hosik was drunk and also can't remember anything the day after it's very questionable of Sunbae to still go through with it - and even though they did to then force more sexual acts the morning following when it was VERY clear Hosik didn't remember what happened and was very confused and scared is sexual assault/abuse. Following this Sunbae has continued to manipulate Hosik. Everytime they have a disagreement Sunbae plays victim and cries to get his way and "can't understand why Hosik is acting this way". Hosik ends up forgiving him and the cycle continues. That in real life is a very toxic relationship. Sunbae never communicates with Hosik or makes the effort to think about why Hosik could have such concerns and is not respecting Hosik as a person. I would hope that anyone, if they put theirselves in Hosik's shoes would not stay in this type of relationship with no real freedom and independence. Though Sunbae states to have good intentions - he is extremely controlling and always has to be in the right. Hosik barely asks for anything and still gets denied - causing these fights. Hosik isn't a hard to please person and is easy going so the fact that it gets this far shows how bad Sunbae is mentally.

Exactly i feel like this story would be a lot more enjoyable if the seme wasnt a manipulative sociopath. Their relationship feels super forced. He literally sexually assaultsd him. His friend is a real one tho cause hes the only one that keeps telling him that hes crazy and is literally the only reasonable one.

THIS. i unfortunately read until ch.42 but I've always felt uncomfortable, then ch43 really made me see that This is Not it ://
I came here expecting a sweet mpreg story but no, the seme just had to be this creep and it ruined the whole thing. him being your classic stoic/cold seme could've been better, maybe. honestly i don't feel any chemistry between them at all :/
*heart quietly breaks* *plays sad music in corner*