
this is so cute and i love their growth as a couple, they are really communicating and maturing together. one thing though, ex aside. I really want Jeongwoo to APOLOGIZE to Julie (forgot her korean name thanks to the switch haha!) she forgave him so quickly realizing he was dating/ or liked Eungi but he was passive aggressive and mean to her when she liked Eungi without explaining why. that was really not nice of him and petty. it's not fair that he just gets a pass for being immature while she stepped up and just forgave him and didn't ask questions

Yuuji definitely overreacted (but understandably) but Saburou-kun could have been less rough with his words. He didn't have to baby him but he was kind of like you don't trust me this is annoying like of COURSE Yuuji's going to cry. and why should Yuuji have to take all the blame and apologize I think this would have been the perfect time for Saburou to step up and visit him first and talk it out. So in the end I'm kind of annoyed with Saburou on this one

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was already team Ivan but open minded to team Alek since hen was crushin and i didn't know him but NO team Ivan all the way that looked like rape. idk what hen was thinking/feeling but it looked messed up. also you sure Hen was breathing okay when you were covering his mouth the entire time? i don't like Alek's behavior he never asked for permission to do stuff this rough. sadism play isn't something you just do because you can. go screw yourself Alek

SPOILER
So i dont know enough korean to fully understand. I know at one point he says that the hand job "hurts" (maybe cuz alek was squeezing too hard to make sure he didnt cum) and hyun said something like, "but it feels good" or "i like it". He also really doesn't want anyone to hear them and i think he says he doesn't want ivan to hear when he had called. but I know he said 가고십어요. "-고십어요" is an ending you add to a verb to mean "I want". I'm assuming the "가" is coming from 가다 which means "to go". So together it means "want to go". So I'm wondering if that means:
1. he wanted to hurry up and cum so he could leave
2. He wanted to leave before ivan got there or he just wanted to leave in general
3. 가다 could mean something else and in that context mean, "I want to come" but I dont have enough korean to understand the term
I'm really not sure if he enjoyed it or not, but I don't like the idea of Hyun or ivan getting caught up in this if alek is a bad guy. Like, it's not like homeboy is cheating since they aren't in a relationship but ivan is obviously starting to like hyun. And from what I've seen and understood, ivan has made sure that Hyun gave him consent and made sure Hyun felt good. Hes actually really sweet with him. But alek is kinda a sadist and it is making me nervous for Hyun. I just feel like something bad is going to happen. I need to get a life so i don't get fixated on this. Lol

thanks bae! i think it's high time the imprint goes away so hyun has better control of his body. whatever is happening in this chapter doesn't seem fully consensual and hyun is NOT masochist. i can't see him and alek being a good couple - alek TBH to me seems to have mental issues. sociopath maybe idk. but he doesn't seem safe for hyun physically and mentally. and yeah ivan is sweet and is slowly falling for hen! i think in the end they are end game but whatever is happening with alek is not the usual love triangle and borders abuse and manipulation so i'm worried for the future as well
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