her hair IS beautiful but i guess she feels like how some curly haired kids tend to when they hate their hair because it’s not straight?? like they don’t see it’s beauty because they’re comparing it to something different?
Maybe because she feel that her look might not sexy or mature look to able seduce “father”
I know that she is huge dense.. but I assume that she thought him and feel that she is not good enough to complete seduce him.. but as we reader able see ml POV while she don’t
can y'all kiss already