
sorry if anyone feels offended but to be honest, I always feel like I'm on uenoyama's side in this story .., even though mafuyu said that he also loves uenoyama, but I felt Yuki still too monopolized his heart. it hurts to have a loving relationship but one of them still has feelings for people in the past ...
I mean ... just imagine you are in the uenoyama position
Still i also love yuki too! who can hate him? .. he is a charming kind person

I agree! This story is literally about Mafuyu recovering from the trauma with Yuki and Uenoyama is helping him. I don’t really understand why people are so fixated on Yuki’s death. It was depressing and unfortunate but Mafuyu needs to move on from the past.
Mafuyu and Uenoyama’s relationship is rushed. Mafuyu still can’t let go of Yuki and Uenoyama is hurt by that. He needs a bit of time to heal

it's not like i hate yuki but.. i khow yuki is such an important character in this story and everything! and this story is always showing how perfect Yuki and Mafuyu are together... but now mafuyu is with ue, and yuki is dead.
Maybe it sounds like I'm jealous of how irreplaceable Yuki is in Mafuyu's heart, and his perfection in the eyes of his friends and how much he loved by them...
But I hope that someday, there will only be ritsuka in Mafuyu's eyes and heart...
Please don't get me wrong don't mad at me, this is my true feelings of reading given
I just hate something like being seconded.. It just hurt.. even though it's not me who feelings it
I also hope I can see the part where Uenoyama feels very jealous about how Mafuyu's ex-boyfriend is still very much loved by Mafuyu... I want Mafuyu to know that Uenoyama feels seconded by him ... or something like that ...Xixixi this is just my imagination:'D

Don't worry I feel EXACTLY THE SAME. I was literally feeling like this. I want to say to Mafuyu that Yuki and Uenoyama are two different people. He should stop thinking that they're the same. Look dating people because they remind you of someone is wrong and Shizu was right if he didn't have the tenancy to be with the band or Uenoyama he should stop it. Shizu was spitting facts. I think we can really see that he's seconded you can also say rebound it's not that far from the truth. I pity Uenoyama so much tbh..I hope he gets what he deserves someday...

i don’t think it will be sane for Uenoyama to be jealous over his ex boyfriend, It would be pretty rude of him, Mafuyu didn’t like Yuki anymore, but he can’t forget about him cause he feel responsible for his death and that it’s still his ex-boyfriend, they’re breakup wasn’t natural so it’s totally normal that he still think about him but right now Uenoyama is the only one he love and Yuki is just his ex boyfriend, but i think it would be very wrong if Uenoyama start to be jealous of Yuki

I actually agree. I can't stop thinking about uenoyama because of mafuyu and yuki. Like ok I understand mafuyu because I can somehow relate to him but I think the difference is that I don't go in a relationship because I know i'm not fully healed and moved on. It's just that mafuyu is always on yuki and I kept on thinking about the feelings of uenoyama T^T idk if I explained it well, i mean i didn't but your words is what I exactly thought too...

byul blushing...
Yeah..
He's blushing
OMG WTF IS THISSS THIS IS MY FAVORITE PICT OF ALL SCENE SKSGSHNSJSNK HELP I THINK I'M DYINGGG SOMEONEEEE HELPPPPP AKHHHHH BYUL WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO MEEEEEEEEE
I'M DYING, AND THEN I SEE CHOWON BEAUTY FACEEEE AKABSGSBSJSNK WHYYY HEE'S SOO PRETTYY LIKE AN ANGEL?!! AND HE'S A MANNN!! I'M A GIRL AND I'M LOST SO FARRR FARR AWAY OF CHOWON'S BEAUTY
AND I GOT TO SEE HEESO AND DOJUN SCENE !! BYE WORLD I'M ALREADY DIED IN THIS CHAPTER, THIS IS SUCH A CRIMINAL

my friend who is beside me comment on the part i am reading, and that's the part where heesoo lifted chowon's chin. and my friend said "are they a couple? They really suit each other"
Me: "NO NO NO OMG, i can't see chowon and heesoo with the same look again !! FUCK NOOOO....WHY do you have to say that ??? ┗( T﹏T )┛
I'm trying not to think about it you know? Plus .. I don't know it's just me or maybe because I haven't seen heesoo in a while, but I feel heesoo is getting more handsome TT
a-and.. chowon is as beautifull as always.... even if he's sick, messy and stressed ╮ (¯ ▽ ¯) ╭
(╯°Д °)╯ (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸 ┗( T﹏T )┛ ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍
In fact, when Dojun said "we can raise him(the puppy) together" I felt touched and sadness suddenly appeared ... the word "we raised him" sounded like raising a child, and heeso would not be able to have a child with Dojun to raise .. I feel hurt:(( ..
but heeso looks very happy, it makes me relieved and happy too ┗( T﹏T )┛
Ikr..you can feel the longingness behind the words...making you hope that they can really have a child they can call their own. But I guess, the puppy will do for now.