...this hurts me..... Damn.....
And I really feel bad about Taejoo now.... Coz I was understanding his side.......
Coz he DID try to hang on!!! For five years! Not even knowing what happened to Yoon! In their part he was just suddenly gone without any trace they don't even know if he's still alive or will ever comeback! He did his all! Sacrifice alot! To look for him to find him with no clue at hand!!
It really is hard in the PART of someone who IS WAITING! when you don't even know if there's still you are waiting for! and that is for 5 DAMN STRAIGHT years!! Feels like walking in the mud....... As you go the dirt accumulates and makes your steps heavy! As he waits on that blank straight years the burdens is becoming heavier and dragging his life down!!
But when he saw a glimpse of life (in the form of deception! Of that desperate bitch who took advantage of him)!!!!!!!! Yoon suddenly returns.
He barely manage to full himself out because... .....taking responsibility for something he thought he did (that bitch! Made Taejoo think he rape him) became his new purpose to live....... (and that happens when Taejoo was thinking of Yoon but the bitch can stop that! But he took advantage of Taejoo) and they just got into a commitment/relationship recently.
So I really can't blame Taejoo and I understand if he is the one who will be hang up on Yoon!
He ...both to Yoon and that bitch decided to be responsible.....
He broke up harshly to Yoon to have a clean separation.. And for that bitch... Who he is currently in a relationship have a peace of mind.
While we have Yoon. It seems that he is moving on more quickly than Taejoo..... You make think it is because of the blank 5 years...... No. Coz even though 5 years passed by.... For him the sense of time is still recent.. Just feels like he had sleep and woke up to find your lover with other.
No. I think he is moving on faster because
..HE HAD ACCEPTED! When he saw Taejoo looked happy and cut him off like that. He had accepted the separation. That Taejoon won't be coming back to him. And that opens his heart for others to knock.
So which is harder? WHO HAD IT TOUGHER?
Waking up from what seem just like a one night sleep that your lover suddenly loves another ....
OR
.... someone who all those years sacrificed alot, live like hell, just to look and WAIT for someone who you don't know what happened to... If he is aliv,died? or just abandoned you? When you finaly decidded or found reason to live again.. That person suddenly showed up.
Well I think BOTH are super hard!!! Coz all the memories!!! Both are still intact!!!
One preserve while asleep the other kept the memories while still living in hell! Both still have that.
But MOVING ON won't be the same!
Coz while Yoon already accepted that Taejoo loved another already....
Taejoo might live for awhile with the WHAT ifs?
What if he just waited a bit more? What if he didn't do what he did? (which he didn't) what if? What if?......
So let's just BLAME the bitch!!!! (that i don't even remember the name) (￣∇￣")..
Coz he clearly deceived Taejoo..... He made Taejoo believed he forced himself to him!
........nah i just want something to blame......
Coz both Taejoo and Yoon sufferd alot
I just hope Yoon would be taken care and love by that Boss shin.....
And for Taejoo to have a acceptance just like Yoon....
And be happy too...... TAEJOO SUFFERED too!!!
Sorry for long rant..... I just need to take this all coz it hurts!!!
Damn.... Just wanna say... When Desir analysed so many spells in that instant... That was so BADASS!!!..
Anyway.... Pram... I know it is hard.... I think he treat that Major as his master..... But Pram you gotta move or need to hurt Desir for you to move?
Lovin the start of Cale and Alberu's interaction love how Alberu really can't seem to take Cale's glib tongue can't wait for their banter
Can't that bitch just trip and die already?!!!!! Or better someone stab or punch her in the face!!!! I want to torture her so I can be satisfied... She's so annoying!!!!
When i thought we were judt waiting for them to finally see eachother..... Ofcourse there needs to be some drama before that...... No peaceful meeting here
Was hoping he won't end up with Woojin... He's a crazy f*ck since little....... I hate it when someone alwyas do the things I hate...... And expect me to just be accepting so Woojin's been annoying since little hih
....kinda worried about the mom..... And with Shii givin Tamaki that kind of reason that.... 'let's make it my fault'.....won't Tamaki unconsciously use that reasoning when his mother finally tried to cross the line?....
I hope nothing bad happens......
And those working men who lurks around Tamaki may come in the picture when Tamaki is rock bottom
Well, Coach Kataoka... What did you expect? After all the times you had taken Eijun for granted.... Even I don't trust you and still bitter!!! You better be thankful Eijun is such a sunshine and forgiving kid!
I knowwww, still feeling salty towards kataoka
and yet some people still doesnt think sawamura get paid dust when sawamura himself felt like that
Yea . This manga gives me serious trust issues. With so many given chances so flying so high up only to be bitterly knocked down
Same.. I don't trust him and still feeling salty with all SEIDOU lineups .. I only care for Eijun..
Damn....... I don't understand a thing..........
Stop.