Once I also just took someone's feelings as a joke and I still regret this even now. I know I must have hurt him, but even so I ran away. Since then I wasn't able to fall in love with someone. Sometimes I feel like this is some kind of karma. That it's my own fault. That I will never find happiness. But then I look at BL Manga and even if it's just for a little while, I feel like I can fall in live someday. That I will be able to find my own happiness.











I totally fell for his innocence-play too XD the hell is wrong with him??