
I feel like all of it is mixed up or something because something is happening here and another there and I didn't understand what was happening but I did understand that the new teacher is trying to find something out and I hate him because I feel he is gonna get in the way of ren's and haru's relationship which if he does I'm gonna start planning to kill him without hesitation ( ̄へ ̄)

I can't tell if kurose really loves him or is just making a excuse but even so why wouldn't he tell him the reason and what the hell did write in that notebook. As well I will now need to wait a couple more months for the new chapter or volume ....I'm sad that it's so slow but it's okay ....because the shit is good

I felt the exact same way when I read this chapter. I wonder if he's just using Shiro as a replacement for the guy in his past. Also, he seemed really afraid of being rejected and left alone... like the only person that would understand him would be someone like Shiro. His parents are at fault for neglecting him.

Same but i think he feels guilt because he wanted to help someone like nishi because he "failed" to save nishi back then but i think the darker guilt is that he fell in love with shiro and feels like he is betraying nishi because he no longer in love with him. So the fact that he is getting over him emotionally is hard for him. Plus the progress with shiro must hurt because he must be seeing all the things that he done for shiro could have helped nishi, and nishi would still be alive and thriving like shiro. So He being drowned by guilt and that he might push shiro to far one day and be alone again and believe he is weird.
When they agreed on marriage.(๑•ㅂ•)و✧..I was like fuck yes and then the sex....ლ(´ڡ`ლ) and how sensei reacted when they came out....it was fucking priceless