
And I bet when the ML got his memory back following the shock of losing the MC, the MC lost his own........sorry but the pain and suffering kinda feel forced right now. It feels like the author had this suici@@ attempt in mind as the main peak of the story but the plot and feelings aren't following right now.

I am sorry but at this point it's just angst to make it angsty and sad and not plot related. I find the MC very self centered here, why is ML put in a situation where he has to apologize to have lost his memory, to have been in an accident he didn't ask for, to have lost his parents. Like what the hell ?
The slow burn will make the smut all the more satisfying...You know it's that kind of story you will get crazy about when there is no sex yet you feel the tension so hard!
love when authors write like this