
Seeing that this was made by the same person who made sadistic beauty and the BL version, really put things into perspective. Who did this to her to where she writes shit like this.

Somewhat serious answer incoming: writing taboo kinks are just considered normal for many Korean authors. I don't think it means they're fucked up in the head. Do I think it's kind of sad that stories need to have a ton of porn and/or coercive themes to be popular? Yeah, kinda! But again while not all Korean bl creators are into men being abused, imo many of the ones that do like that stuff are products of their environment. Especially considering how fucking awful Korea is for women, where a lot of the sex education material they receive growing up is misogynistic. And where men sexually terrorize women on the fucking daily. So I feel like this is reflected in their kinks, where they are freely able to depict scenes of awful violence. Then they put other men in the position the abused woman occupies. You asked what happened to them, and I'm gonna take a shot in the dark and say THAT happened :')

the uke rubs me in such a bad way im having a hard time reading this. SOMEONE HAS TO TELL ME IF THIS GETS BETTER. I dont understand his inferiority complex, like its sooo bad. bro is soo obsessed its horrible like why do you have to be a dick to him because YOURE the one who put him on such a high pedestal. SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME IF ITS WORTH THE READ. ive tried like 3 times and ive never made it past chapter 17.

I'm not sure what to tell you. I read this on my third try I also couldn't get to it at first, for some reason, but after finally reading it I always come to re-read it. The uke's inferiority complex and obsession doesn't get better till the extra chapters I believe, he kinda realizes is not that he wants to be better but more like he wants the seme's attention. It's definitely toxic but I'd give it one more try and finish it. At least the plot, in my opinion, is very good.

I skip those first chapters everytime on my reread cause it's definitely painful seeing him so obsessed but dw he gets better. He himself acknowledges about his unhealthy obsession towards the end(and it's such a beautiful moment)and the ml too questions his thought process at times so it's not shrugged off. It's definitely worth the read, seeing him change his attitude and their growing relationship. You will definitely dislike him until halfway through the story but again, toward the end, you'll come to love or atleast be ok with him dw. Personally, i love him.
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