
how the seme (im bad at remembering names ..) said 'it doesn't have to be in this life' and how in the book he wrote about them he thanked the uke for 'living his life with him' and how he signed off with 'until we meet again' hits like a train imma go read sickeningly sweet romance now cause i won't be able to sleep like this (´°ω°`)

that was an experience, i cannot put to words if i "loved" the story or not or point out parts that i wish were different but all in all that was a good read, the alternate ending that the author mentioned was what i had in mind too but I'm glad it didn't end that way. On another note i kind of feel for the older dude he's hurt and he knows he did wrong and is unsatisfied with life but he's afraid to do anything, he claims that he enjoyed the uneventful life and wanted that life but he also seems to hate it, rather than work on his problems or giving in to his troubles, he's living in that grey zone, i pity and resent that part of him at the same time(i kind of relate lol) , and also I'm glad yoo il (?) moved past that experience and also learnt from if did anything i say made any sense at all i dont know anymore
it's the perfect slice of life shounen ai :-) (p.s some of the comments seem to not know that this is shounen ai and not yaoi this is shounen ai folks there's like a tiny difference that makes a whole lot of difference so i hope you know!