
To answer the questions in the comments yes I’m still working on it I just can’t go near as fast as I could because the cancer in my right shoulder has increased and it’s hard to lift my arm for a long amount of time.
Regardless of any bad MTL that gets uploaded I will still upload my chapters when I’m finished mass working on them ヾ(☆▽☆)
For those who ARE reading the zenchan manga translations, please proceed with caution because the translations are inaccurate as well as there are panels cut out! Like this “side story 21” is missing the caesar scene that I won’t mention because there’s people waiting on me.
In regards to help, Although I always do things myself I do accept help from those with scanlator experience!

I got told novel spoilers not long ago but his mood swings makes sense
I FORGOT WHO IT WAS but either the mc or the ml, when they die it all restarts.
(In all honesty i think it was the mc i have short term memory loss, gonna assume it was tho)
Basically the ML has to go through everything all over again, whether it be having to kill people who attempt to hurt the MC or watching him get attacked by zombies. So, It makes sense why he’d go nuts at the mc almost getting killed…AGAIN
It's kind of like Dreadful Night

Lol @ people saying ash is toxic
Nah. Judging by people’s logic if he’s toxic so is lyle because he constantly overthinks things and runs away.
However, I don’t think either of them are toxic i just think they both need to settle their insecurities and communicate (-: <3

Bro please don't be dragging karlyle into that..if you go back in chapters and read objectively you'll clearly see that Lyle is the one doing the right thing from the start , from him wanting to confess his feelings to reaching out for ash when he needs him and saying it like it is..for a character with no experience of a relationship he's doing what he can. Now our one and only mildly toxic ml ash be distancing himself over minor things , never speaking his mind and using sex to exert dominance each time when he can just south it out

Lack of communication due to insecurities AND making your partner anxious all the time are both toxic traits
You know that, right?
They even broke up once because of the same issue, and they are doing it again
I like them both, but it doesn't mean they can't be wrong
Any relationship has its own flaws
There is no need to portray one side as a monster and the other side as a fragile butterfly
They are both adult men, they each have a responsibility to speak the fuck up if something isn't right

It doesn't HAVE to be this way
Lyle should try to fix his bad habits, wether he's raised that way or not
And I'm not blaming Lyle , I'm just saying Ash is not the only one at fault
If we're gonna label Ash toxic because of miscommunication, we should label Lyle the same thing because they are both doing it

I honestly loved this manhwa Did it have too many complex paragraphs? Yes, but I think that’s simply because I’m not smart enough to read historical plots because they’re too into character. But, other than that it was absolutely lovely. Bare with the semes childish behavior because he learns that teasing isn’t going to attract someone he’s in love with and the bl itself is really wholesome for a Shin Yuri manhwa
Another thing, LET THE CHANCELLOR RETIRE BRO! The dude looks like he’s about to see his final days

1. Jo is the main ml and TJ is just an obstacle, if you read the summary you’d figure that out
2. This could be worse, it could be yours to claim where there’s almost 100 chapters of the mc going back and forth only for Yahwi to be end game.
I like threesomes but alot of korean authors don’t have that much creativity so I’ll sit here in silence being the whore I am

That tappytoon synopsis created a massive controversy in this fandom. The author even had to clarify it wasn't true and she never said something like that. She said the synopsis doesn't contain any spoilers of the endgame (main lead). The hate against Jo started from that incident. And true based on most toxic love triangles if the mc keeps going back to the problematic guy then he will be the endgame. I don't think any BL authors can write a proper love triangle.

ehhhhh..i mean ian’s feelings towards tj are very complicated and so is their relationship but its very clear that being near tj and the gang causes ian a lot of pain and stress and for almost TWENTY YEARS ian and tj have been stuck in a horrible loop which ian wanted to break out of so it’s not crazy to assume tj right now is a villain and a obstacle in ian’s life this could change in the future but right now tj is the source of ian’s pain ┗( T﹏T )┛

I answered the top comment. I didn’t read everyone’s response after that. Your response to me sounds like you think I know something that I don’t.
Top comment said Jo is ML and TJ is a mere obstacle. I said that belief doesn’t feel right and that I’m hoping Jo being ML (meaning the person Ian ends up with) is nothing but misdirection. I don’t understand why your answer is so aggressive or why you’re asking me to talk to the author. I know that Jo and TJ are also leads, I can see it by the amount of screen time divided between the three main characters.

No actually. The end of season 1 and the first 3 chapters of season 2 shows us that TJ is far from being the villain of Ian’s life. In fact, TJ dying would be Ian’s greatest source of pain. Ian is so mad about the fact that TJ almost died that he would kill the perpetrator out of anger.
Everything you said explains season 1, but everything I just said tells you that there are more layers to their dynamic and to the depth of their relationship, which we are only now finding out. You’re making it sound like Ian was constantly trying to leave and TJ constantly stopped him. No, one day, Ian tried to leave and ever since, TJ has tried to keep him at his side.
And right now, TJ is actually trying to keep Ian away for his own safety, which is why he told him to leave and not come to the funeral when they were in the hospital, but Ian won’t stay away. This gives you depth as to why TJ is so attached to Ian in the first place. Ian is someone who loves him bad enough to want to shield and avenge him because you’ve been hurt. Their relationship is complicated, yes, but it’s not as straightforward as TJ being a villain and Ian being where he doesn’t want to be.

I totally understand and agree that there are a lot of dynamics in their relationship i stated that above, but i do have to disagree with u ian WAS trying to constantly leave in season 1 and he was scared as fuck of tj finding out about his plan. Ian has severe trauma from his mother dying when they were on bad terms and since tj got in the accident he’s obviously spiralling as a response to everything that has happened in his life he may want to go back to the gang now (something that jo understands and has accepted because he understands that ian still loves tj) but because of how the story is and what ian’s life goals are ian is going to regret going back to the gang because he hates that life and still hasn’t recovered from the time he killed a man and wanting to protect tj is a very natural and normal response it’s not something out of the blue ian is a very loyal person and tj is the only ‘family’ he has left. However all this still makes TJ a obstacle in ian’s life because their relationship is so horrible that even if ian went back to the gang on his own accord just being there is going to make ian’s mental health worse and he’s going to suffer

I’m not talking about him trying to constantly leave in season 1. The way you spoke about it makes it seems as though this has been the case since the beginning of their relationship. I was saying I don’t believe that to be true. The rest of your take on why Ian spiraled due to TJ’s accident is both right and wrong. It’s right because yes, TJ is Ian’s family and going through grief once always makes you a little more scared about losing another loved one. But it’s wrong because you seem to believe that Ian having gone through the loss of his mother is his only driving factor. It’s not. However your conception of their relationship and my conception as t the fact that TJ isn’t just family to Ian, will only be proven true as we read more. And the term “obstacle” I first used was in reference to thinking TJ is only a plot device meant to be in the way of Ian and Jo. I do t believe this to be true.
The bad mental health thing is true for anyone on a gang. Ian probably should’ve taken the opportunity that TJ gave him by asking to leave and go for real, but something tells me that the three leads are going to stay around each other until the story ends.
I wanted more of the first story tbh