I AM USUALLY A CALM PERSON BUT IT'S ON FUCKING SIGHT IF SOME MOTHERFUCKER HAVE THE AUDACITY TO BASH HYESUNG
FIRST OF ALL, HE HAS UNHEALED TRAUMA I REPEAT U N H E A L E D T R A U MA FROM HIS PARENTS. HIS FATHER EMOTIONALLY ABUSING HIM, HIS MOTHER LEAVING HIM ETC DUE TO THAT HE WAS VERY TRAUMATIZED THAT HE STARTED TO PROJECT HIMSELF AS HIS MOTHER AND BYUL AS HIS YOUNGER SELF- AND EVENTUALLY LEAVING BYUL. YES, I KNOW THAT IT'S FRUSTRATING BUT SOMETIMES YOU CAN'T HELP MIRRORING YOUR ABUSERS DID TO YOU. IF A PERSON'S TRAUMA ISN'T HEALED PROPERLY, THERE'S A HIGH POSSIBILITY THAT THEY'LL BECOME THE ABUSERS THEMSELVES. IN HIS CASE, THE CYCLE OF ABUSE HAPPENED. I HAVEN'T WATCHED BSD YET BUT THE PERFECT EXAMPLES ARE DAZAI AND AKUTAGAWA. AND HYESUNG IS TRYING HIS DAMN BEST TO MAKE UP FOR EVERYTHING, TO BE THE MOTHER THAT BYUL DESERVES LIKE ARE YOU GUYS BLIND? CAN'T YOU SEE HIS EFFORT?
SECOND, PUT YOURSELF IN HYESUNG'S PLACE. AT THE TIME YOU WERE FINALLY COMFORTABLE AND HAPPY, YOUR ABUSER SUDDENLY BARGES INTO YOUR LIFE AGAIN AND CAUSES TROUBLE. (ABUSING YOU MENTALLY AND DOWNGRADING YOU AND YOUR UNHEALED TRAUMA) IT'S A GIVEN THAT HE'LL ACT LIKE THAT- IT'S MORE CONCERNING IF HYESUNG DISCARDED THAT LIKE NOTHING.
THIRD, IT'S SO DAMN OBVIOUS THAT YOU DON'T KNOW THE EFFECTS OF BAD MENTAL HEALTH. YEAH TRAUMA IS BAD BUT WHEN IT'S UNHEALED THEN IT'S WORSE. HIS FATHER EMOTIONALLY ABUSING AND MANIPULATING HIM, HIS MOTHER LEAVING HIM, ETC. FUCKING STRESSFUL RIGHT? TRAUMA MAY IT BE UNHEALED OR NOT CAN CAUSE A LARGE AMOUNT OF STRESS AND ANXIOUSNESS, IT MAY LEAD INTO SOMETHING SERIOUS LIKE DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, BPD, AND MANY MORE. AND OF COURSE, PEOPLE HAVE DIFFERENT WAYS TO COPE. THEY COULD COPE BY EXERCISING, READING, LISTENING TO MUSIC, ETC. HYESUNG COPES WITH CLOSING HIMSELF OFF. WHICH IS UNHEALTHY I KNOW. SOMETIMES HE SNAPS AT EVERYONE AND SAYS THINGS THAT HE DIDN'T MEAN-
HONESTLY, HE'S ONE OF THE BEST AND REALISTIC MCs HERE IN THIS GENRE. SUFFERING FROM UNHEALED TRAUMA, GETTING PREGNANT AT A YOUNG AGE, GOT FORCED TO KEEPING THE BABY, ETC. LIKE HE'S SO STRONG. I DON'T GET IT WHY PEOPLE HATE ON HIM. SO PLEASE TRY TO UNDERSTAND HIM.
THIS MIGHT NOT MAKE ANY SENSE SINCE I LACK SLEEP, AM DUMB, AND DIDN'T PROOFREAD THIS. BUT I HOPE YOU GET MY DAMN POINT. ANYWAY, BYUL AND HYESUNG
SUPREMACY
NOO this totally made sense! I second this!!
Sorry. Meant to like. But damn. My man wrote a whole paragraph.
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"I know how to edit video" THAT PART- I WAS DYING OF LAUGHTER YET SWOONING- THEY'RE SO ADORABLE I CAN'T
LMAOOO I'M SORRY BUT I'D LOVE TO BE COURTED BY A GIRL LIKE THIS
I MAY BE DUMB BUT G A Y THERE'S NO HETEROSEXUAL EXPLANATION JUST G A Y
JEALOUS OF WHAT? JEALOUS OF WHAT?!?!!?
WHAT'S HE JEALOUS OF PLEASE SOMEONE EXPLAIN
I guess because other guy rubbed his back
I think because someone rubbed him with that cat’a paw thingy. Feels like lets someone else touch his lover right?
He’s probably jealous of boss getting a scrub from Namsoo. It’s silly, isn’t it?
PLEASE WHAT THE BOSS PROBABLY DON'T REMEMBER HIS FACE AND IT WAS A LONG TIME AGO WHAT
PUTANG INA NAMAN- I ABSOLUTELY DESPISE HIS FATHER BITCH AND WHAT THE FUCKING STEPMOTHER TOO- WHAT KIND OF MONSTERS ARE THEY- HOW COULD SHE JUST SHRUG THE ABUSE LIKE NOTHING WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE
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GOD AND I LOVE THE TRIO SO MUCH MY PRECIOUS DARLINGS
AND CAN WE TALK ABOUT YUU- SHE'S SO GORGEOUS, STRONG, KIND AND SUPPORTIVE TOO- I HAVE A CRUSH ON HER NOW HELP
The Duke is so fucking dumb istg
MOTHERFUCKER GIVE THAT DEAD SHIT IN MY HOUSE HOW DARE HE DO THAT TO JACE- FUCK- AND IF JACE DIDN'T TAKE NOAH'S PLACE THEN- HE'D BE THE SAME POSITION AT JACE- GOD I HATE RAPISTS SO FUCKING MUCH
NAKYUM YOU'RE SO FUCKING ADORABLE AGH