I got picked on and laughed at for many years by my classmates. Nobody was a good person. Of course I paid them back in the sweetest way. Befriended them to reduce it a lil and caused fights between them bc they thought i was dumb (ops) and dropped them when we went to high school to find a real friend .They had nobody else, got separated and i won...... reply
I had some traumatic experiences when i was little and i was totally alone but i had hope and did not think of killing myself.I think that as long there are people that love you and care about you and you can be open about your feelings you may get rid of these feelings easier.In my case instead of wanting to die i just fought against my fears it w...... reply
did embarrass yourself
