
omg their date together even though mok thinks it's date he wanna make himself decent guy in front of nanjo , nanjo is such a cutie I wanna hug this uke he is just soo caring in his own way nanjo is too good for this world. I wish twink doesn't appear any time soon only anxiousness i have right now.

Eng translated I think: https://bato.si/title/181802-the-boundary-of-delusion-deliriouscat
Tbh I will always be happy that tay chosed ilay over xinlu this twink is I mean this guy is aggresive af nothing but brat , something about passion is that none of characters move on from tay either it's xinlu or christopher they still like tay cuz tay is friendly guy they can ever meet something about tay nobody can hate , about ilay i don't feel bad he damaged xinlu eyes he did what he had to do to find tay no matter what if chosed xinlu he had live life like his mother did that gabel has to go through.
Xinlu does move on from Taeui, even being wary of him when he meets yuri.
May be he did or not but he sends letter to that to tay if h wanted he can always come back to him even though he got yuri may be it was to tease or create tension between them.
I read the novel, that was definitely before getting with yuri. Even taeui said it was awkward because the last time he saw Xinlu was the eye incident and never mentioned anything about a letter
No love for taeiu exists for him anymore, but xinlu DID mention that he still and always will hate ilay, so it may be that he sent one only to mess with ilay