
This story goes in circles I can barely understand men here especially ml , i don't know i guess author make it this way that fl suppose to be mature and all so she wouldn't ask where he is and author depicted young girls as naive and needy (which technically not all are) but then it's season 1 end there is not enough info about anything gotta wait for next season now.

Tbh best part about this novel is non romantical or bonding between friends, romance in it especially from ail side it's nothing more than obsession or a toy that is out of his reach luce love I can understand but ail is twisted till the end but this story is not that there is any second lead or anything they are literally in historical era and despiction of gay sex relationship is nothing more passing phase since I get that ail is twisted guy will forever be but his feelings towards luce is undertone as darkness which prevail more than fluffy love. Its not much spoiler but this scene actually broke me and manhwa depicted that novel scene very well here

Yess,here is part why uke thinks there here - uke ask seme when he found him that does he love him ? and he knows that seme lie all the time with smile on his face he made that face and uke stop trusting seme after that since uke doesn't know that guide they are searching for is actually brother of seme and uke thought they are lovers and in guild everyone only wanted that guide(there is no place for him here they risked theri life just to put their guide rest in peace) i hate seme tbh cuz they left uke and didn't even told him anything didn't contact him at all like 2 of 3 months uke waited in anticipation that seme might miss him and may be he would feel sad but after they return especially seme didn't even told that he missed him and he brush off everything as joke and brought another female guide along them ( she was just guide brought for a mission) and uke assumed he is no longer needed since seme can guide from others which made him useless over time but then he still stayed and when they had sex uke keep ln crying and seme couldn't understand why uke is crying he thought may be he is too happy to see him but it's not that uke mind was feeling something else back to why love part is a lie uke know seme impulsively said i love u just cuz he asked him and he doesn't trust him at all. Later uke does run away in america and seme become crazy searching for him and didn't took guiding for anyone.

The way straight reading audience debating whether author man or woman author should switch genres atp and come to yaoi instead ,straight reading audience don't deserve good art and handsome men (they already have few good looking mls anyway lol) all they want gloriying fl and just plain looking male lead who stand beside fl i don't understand doesn't female audience want handsome man ? To look at instead of fl ?

They also got the minors/ young readers/ tiktokers whining about all the mature content and female character designs, wanting the creator to tone it down and make it less dark and remove all intimate scenes.
( I think theyre crazy ( very sensitive) since this is clearly a mature adult comic meant for a older audience, theyre the ones in the wrong since this isn't a kid friendly comic in the first place, this comic isn't for minors anyway- I blame tiktok for bringing them here expecting it to be a clean story)

Yah it's mature they don't even read that there is smut and josei both in it what did they expect butterfly in between sex lol tbh many of them complaining that they all are whoring around like what? Why cuz fl is not virgin who dead and come back in time as full fledged virgin in body which usually happens in reincarnation stories , or men are sleeping with different girls so what they are grown men they do that they don't wanna know reality and blacklist stories like this , and then complaint why bl has good art cuz bl gives authors full fledged freedom to run their characters on their own accord not in audience, straight reading audience control it's authors hand according to their need and doesn't go their fairy tale fantasy they bad talk stories. What a stupid readers.
Every update of this manhwa makes me cry as much as they are crying i m crying with them