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Let alone the weirdo mom. I already hated Luciano for killing emiliano, especially right in front of her. Then i hated luciano and the dad for planning to kill her baby so she can be remarried by force. As if they weren't already scum in my eyes, luciano witness his sister being r-worded and told her... to ask the r**ist for forgiveness??? I hope all three of them suffer then die. What kills me is luciano probably has no idea why shes distant now and probably doesnt care

I dont dislike carcal really but so far she doesnt love him and I want her to be happy. She seemed to really love emiliano but ik she will almost definitely end up with carcal, so I hope she can get actual closure with emiliano instead of just comforting herself with the fact it didnt actually happen this life, and that emiliano can find happiness and fall in love with someone else too. If they cant be together, I hope they become friends. I'm only chapter 22 so idk will happen, but I really hope if emiliano meets her in this life , he doesnt fall in love with her, It would break my heart if he got the Second Male Lead treatment and is left heartbroken idc maybe it's good he doesnt know her this life but I really want them to be friends and be happy

The king is pissing me off too, he seemed like he respects MC but wants to pair her with his son who he doesnt even like himself. If he couldnt raise his son well, why is he trying to force the MC to?? And whats worse, he likes Erin but wants her to suffer being married to the prince? He knows that Erin would be a good wife but also that his grandson would be a horrible husband ? Why wont he let her be happy. They said earlier he initially forced the marriage because there was no girls of age and status that can marry the prince at the time, but we see at the parties and when erin delivers cakes that there are TONS of high ranking girls around their age. There were other options!!

They wrote ainz so good and perfect ML but the way these stories go it's kinda obvious they're gonna make calix end game. I dont dislike calix cause hes good to her and but i still think ainz is too sweet not to be ML. If the romance improves between calix and her I wont be that mad if they end up together, but tbh I've read until chapter 39 and it's a lil dry between them compared to ainz and her. Plus I get the vibe when calix said ainz has too much free time as a commander that he will have him sent away... if he does then I will officially hate him cause you have to be a pretty garbage ML that you have to send away the competition to feel secure.. I really hope they dont do that route.

I'm reading this mainly cause I'm curious how this will end but man the ml is a piece of shit, and I hate how much the mc excuses his garbage personality. I can like toxic mls and overly nice mcs but they are both the extreme versions of that trope people who are into the ml, please explain yourself
I dont have words to describe how good this was, the story was so dark and i had an overwhelming feeling of dread for most of the beginning because of all the horrible things that happened, were happening and how Conor and simon were punishing themselves separately, but I literally HAD to read til the end after seeing how happy they were in the flashbacks I'm so glad I read this, i dont think i will be emotionally ok for the next few weeks but this is so well written I'm gonna go cry again. Btw there are a lot of triggering content in this story, like SA and dr*g use so be warned