i absolutely hated tatsuya throughout the story. his cowardice, his complete disregard for junichis feelings. honestly junichi deserves better! but i i think the thing is i live now in a world where lgbtq+ is much much more accepted, even celebrated, so i cant understand tatsuyas thoughts. but in the past i guess the "repercussions" of being gay is too scary that what tatsuya did is what happens most of the time BEFORE. idk maybe?
Thank god sehyeons cute!! Hes like a ray of sunshine on an otherwise depressingly dark read. I love everything about him! His honesty, his height, his looks, his cute rel with taeyi. E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G
I feel sad for taejun and the professor but i also think that they brought it upon themselves. It might be true love, yes. But the way they went about it was destructive not only to themselves but to other people as well. I was so satisfied when seheon said all those things to his father in his office. Its hurts but its the cold hard truth. And i honestly blame professor more. I just dont understand how he could go through such lengths as getting a divorce but go back and forth about his relationship with taejun. Now he has to live with his choices and live without the love of his life. Urgh so depressing.
Tho depressing i loved the pace of this manhwa. Nothing feels rushed. The confession, the reveal, the end. The only thing that didnt sit right with me was the uncle and donghyun. Like damn that was unnecessary. Lol
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Omg jinhwa you busteeed! Hahaha jinhwa wrote a letter to sh pretending hes master song that they should meet at the tavern. While the fubu that got beat up by sh 2 ch ago was talking to jh (he wants in on the murder of nk, but before killing nk he wants "a taste") so while fubu and jh were talking jh was suddenly kicked at the side and surprise surprise its sh on the roof, ON THE ROOF! Looking down at sh and fubu while they were planning evil things. Lmao he told jh "you really think i wouldnt recognize your hand writing"
Oh and NAKYUM HAD A WET DREAM ABOUT SH!!!
Well im guessing its a way for jh and the hot merc to lure sh out of the house. Or maybe jh really just wants to see sh. Either way i hope the loyal servant doesnt take nk to the doctor without permission from sh (for hos swollen wrist) cos the merc def gonna kidnap nk the moment he steps out of that place.
Omg i love the quote "every first is an ordinary day glorified by nostalgia" it really appealed to the cynical me. Lmao
Also can i just say THANK GOD HENRY ENDED UP WITH SAAAM! im sooo freaking happy. Im a sucker for friends to lovers and 1st lead guys. Im sad for seth cos he is such a nice guy but for me its just sam all the way (▰˘◡˘▰)











Omg that was such an intense read!
Those few panels of what ifs on dohyuns mind was what really broke my heart. Seeing sungho be his old cheerful self was so sad. Cos what a waste! All the heartbreak they couldve avoided if they just understood each other more ╥﹏╥
I might get attacked for this but the ending kinda made sense to me? I kinda liked it honestly. I mean yeah if they were normal people with sound mind that endings impossible. But as i see it humans, particularly people who have gone thru immense trauma, are exceptionally good at compartmentalizing. Good at forgetting the bad things to survive. Thats what happened to dohyun then and thats whats happening to him now. He has no one in his life, hes lived life struggling, hes basically dead inside. The only time he felt alive and happy was when he had sungho when they were kids so he chose that. They both have no one so they chose to disregard the bad and try to be less lonely together. Now is that healthy? Of course not. Far from it. They should go to a psychologist and get their head straightened out. But they were written as people who have that kind of mentality so yeah i understand why it ended like that.