im just gonna reread this again and cry over how much i love them and how healthy their relationship is - supportive, loving, caring (and the fact i want what they have)
when jin was imagining mathew behind him????? that was so fucking hot - the way jin was feeling "empty" !"#$%&/(
i just want them to fuck srsly (and develop a relationship obviously)
okay but like the discription of mathew as a kid and waiting for someone kinda made me really sad and broke my heart a little bit, but then seeing jin arriving i screamed !!$#$% he's so fucking hot, i can't wait to see him being a power thirsty bottom <3
i fucking screamed at these two updates i- !!! manifesting hajun and sihyeon happy, healthy and together
some of dean's fears, specially related to death hit me so hard since i share the same anxieties
All those inner monologs from Dean are what reached me the most in this story, because the echoed so much to my own anxieties, self-doubts and fears, sometimes using the same words i tell myself. It got me really emotional but that is what i love about this story, and that is what makes it so beautiful for me.
same tbh, it's so beautifully written and incredibly realistic
i think yall are misinterpreting dojun crying as being uncomfortable when he's clearly enjoying sex, it's simply intense specially since he's not used to it + with the doc being an alpha and all ; their dynamics are gonna be different since it's an alpha submiting to another alpha....