After this the mc father end up dying due to heat because the doctor that was taking care of the mc father ran away. (Got pay by the brother) Due to this the mc realized that he has nobody but the ml. So he try to make sure he doesn't get abandoned by the ml. However his hallucinations start getting worse. When he eat there would be mold even though there ain't and there would be bug crawling on his body. He would brush his teeth a lot where his teeth would hurt and take hot shower making his body hurt.
When the mc told the ml what he was gonna do with the red mansion the ml told him he will destroy it. The mc then ask, "what about me?" The ml reply, "what do you think I do?" The mc reply with (my fav moment) “I think you’ll, you’ll abandon me. Please don’t abandon me.”
As Sung-kyung’s voice trailed off, he wiggled his neatly placed toes. Chungrim, staring at the white feet, impulsively reached out and pulled Sung-kyung’s head closer. The distance closed instantly, their lips almost touching.
The sound of their breathing felt overly vivid. Staring at Sung-kyung’s chapped lips, Chungrim swallowed dryly and pulled back.
“Alright.”
From this moment on the MC starts forgetting important things like the name of the cat, where he is, why he's staying at the ML's house, and even the fact that the ML has already cleared his debts. The mc run away to repay debt and the ml found him. The ml end up breaking one of his leg because "If you can’t walk, then I’ll finally be able to pick you up properly." So in a way if I break your leg I can find you easily since you can't walk far anyway.
As time go on the hallucinations got worse. His mom and dad would talk to him even tho he knows there dead. He would talk about debt and etc. So the ml ended up confining him. He was trapped in a dark room with no way out. A single bed stood desolately in the pitch-black space. At first, both his hands were bound, but now only his left hand was tied to the bed’s headboard. He could walk around a bit, but couldn’t reach the door.
The ML doesn't mind the hallucinations though. To him even if he went mad, as long as he remembered him, and even if he became broken, as long as he recognized him, it was enough. The ML would bathed him, make food for him, put clothes on him, etc. Depsite the mc banging in the door and waking the ml up he would always take care if him. Never letting him go.
One day the mc want to sleep with the ml and the ml agree. When the ml was asleep the mc was now struggling to remember the ml. At first, he thought he could control it, but it wasn’t easy. He grew increasingly scared, afraid he might forget Chungrim too. He reached under the bed, not for a notebook but for a label. He took it out and carefully wrote three familiar characters on it. The three familiar characters was the ml name. He was indeed forgetting what the ml look like. In this scene he say
“Don’t forget.”
This person is Chungrim. You must never forget this person.
When the mc finally went to sleep the ml woke up to see the label and his heart broke. He knew what it meant. Despite all the efforts to stay in memory, he might be fading from Sung-kyung’s mind. He was scared. That the mc wouldn't remember him anymore. Soon his fear end up becoming true.
The next day the mc was back in the trapped room and when the ml came to check on the mc he forgot the ml appearance entirely. The mc would say the ml name even though the ml was right in front of him. When the ml saw this he say "Fuck, he doesn’t even recognize me now. The pain he felt discovering the label on his arm returned, sharper and more intense."
Since the MC frequently talks about Red Mansion, his parents, a drug addict who nearly killed him, and the ML's brother—but never the ML himself—the ml decides to take him there. In an attempt to shock the MC into reality, the ML tell the mc that the ml abandoned him even tho the ml doesnt feel that way. He just want to shock him a bit. The mc goes crazy and the ml leave him in the room where the mc lives.
Devastated, the MC goes to the room where his parents once were, finds an old blanket, and in his despair, uses a knife to slit his wrists. Meanwhile, the ML, about to leave but consumed by a terrible feeling, rushes back just in time to save the MC's life.
The ml find the doctor to take revenge or smt and he find out that his brother was the reason of this. I just put what the novel wrote, "His brothers had schemed again to take what was his. They gave money to the doctor who abandoned Kim Sung-kyung’s father, telling him to hide deeper. They tried to break Kim Sung-kyung and drive him mad, ultimately aiming to separate him from Chungrim. They used different tactics this time but ended up being no help to Chungrim, as always."
The ml goes to his brother and beat them up. He then confessed how he feel about his brother and about the mc, “I needed someone to be by my side, not the type who thinks money solves everything. Someone who followed my words, did things I liked. Someone who didn’t weigh me against money. That’s what I needed. And that’s why I chose him.” (this line always get me. Like the ml love mc so much)
After the fight the ml goes back to the hospital and stayed with the mc for a week. Holding his hand and praying that he not dead. In the novel " he squeezed Sung-kyung’s index finger tightly, watching as his nail turned white and then red again. He was alive, no doubt.
'When will you wake up?'" And "He kept pressing Sung-kyung’s fingertips, ensuring blood was circulating well."
When the MC wakes up the MC has amnesia and only remembers his parents getting sick and him taking over the convenience store, and the first few meeting the ML (before the starts of the story) the ML lies and says that his parents died soon after they got sick and now he lives with him and they're together. The ml say this because it was a chance to replace all the sad and painful memories with ones involving Chungrim instead.
When the mc got better the ml changes houses, The new house was far from the Red Mansion and positioned so that it was no longer visible, even through the windows. They lived in that house from now on however there are still some problems like the ml has a anxiety every night bc he worried that mc might hear hallucinations again or go crazy. Or worse, slip away from his grasp once more. At night he would put his palm on the mc face to check on the mc if he was alive. Only after confirming this several times did Chungrim get up.
The ml also got rid of sharp objects bc of the fear from the mc almost dying. He almost had an panic attack when the mc was looking at it.
BTW the mc doesn't have amnesia. He did for a little bit but he remembered it all. However he never gonna tell the ml about it. Since it show how much the ml love him. They both love each other deeply and live happily.
I would written it LONGER LOLOLOL BC I LOVE THIS NOVEL AND MANHWA BUT I DON'T THINM PPL WOULD LIKE IT. IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS I WILL ANSWER ALL OF THEM <3
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can someone recommend me something that made you laugh so hard (manga/manhwa) like the funniest thing that you’ve read. So, i’ve read One Room TA and that shit was so funny and i just couldn’t get over it lolol
This is an interestingly toxic dom and sub dynamic but I have like 3 questions:
1. I get that Heewon wanted Wookyung to understand what's ok and what goes over the line but if he was so uncomfortable couldn't he just say the safe word instead? I thought doms and subs could say it
2. What the heck did safe words do to Wookyung for him to prefer being in an ambulance (and I mean he got what he wished for ig) than actually saying anything?
3. Does Wookyung possibly have a mental issue where he's just like unaware of himself or something? Was this ever a thing?
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