jiri being so dead inside and outside is something i can relate to so fucking much it hurts and i want him to just find happiness already
kwon yuri is a jerk who i would very much like to punch across the face but i want to see him redeem himself before he tries to get on with jiri
idek why im reading this depressing af manhwa when im feeling so down
reading this comic made me feel like I was on crack
what was this even??? maybe it's because I haven't been reading manhwas for a while but that was just crazy dumb to read
don't even know why I endured 30 chapters before I came back to myself and thought that 'shit this comic is so bad but it's taking itself seriously so it's even worse'
WHY IS THE ART STYLE GOD TIER I WANT TO FRAME UP EVERY PANEL IN MY ROOM WTF
the author's other work was better, this was just really messy with the plot and everything :((
WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS PURE AND FLUFFY SHIT
I LOVE IT I NEED MORE q_q
THEY ARE SO DUMB AND IN LOVE I NEVER GET TIRED OF THIS MANGA
I come back to read this when the image of a crying boy and goldfishes pop up in my mind. this pure story is so soothing for a wretched heart
I swear this is one of the best fucked up things ever ლ(´ڡ`ლ) incest? psychological manipulation? unhealthy obsessions with your big brother? hell yeah hit me up with that problematic shit
this is even mild compared to some stuff I just love the art and delivery in this one
Enjo Mate
this one really is one terrible manga lmaaoo I hated how they just chose the worst option when they couldve ended the conflict if they just confronted each other. anyw, prolly good material for drama ┑(￣Д ￣)┍
And they still had sexual relationships prolly involving romance in the end like it's the most normal thing to do (=・ω・=)
Wait no, I just checked and I actually said the wrong manga. Enjo Mate isnt incest. I'm talking about this one http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kokoro_o_korosu_houhou/
ohh this one lmaaoo this one's also fucked up but I liked how fucked up it is hahaha they STILL ended up together despite the trauma but ig they'll have toxic relationship till the end
Ikr. That ending that I cant fucking believe lmao. Poor choices but yeah it was a very good read.
there's no happiness here... like at all.
nobody was truly happy by the end.
don't get me started on jiang wenxu, the fucking bastard. fuck his letter and all his suffering afterwards, he deserves all of it and more.
doctor ai... he did all he can. he fell in love in the most unfortunate way. and even if his love was accepted, it never truly was reciprocated in the end. he tried his best, he did what he could. but there was really no way for his love to bear fruit and win against the feelings that have bloomed for over ten years. even if those feelings were one-sided.
and zhishu... poor zhishu. he deserved so much more than the fucking asshole jiang wenxu. he wasn't treated right, and even when he was suffering, even when he left, even when he was treated with the love his supposed long-time lover should have given him, and even until the end, he never stopped loving wenxu. he feels indebted to the doctor and I'm sure accepting his feelings was the only thing he felt like he could do for him, as he could never truly give his heart to doctor ai. that was simply what accepting the ring and letting their bodies connect meant. he must have wanted to do so much more for dr ai, who was there for his side when the loved one he needed the most wasn't. but he already dedicated so much of this life to jiang that he could only make promises to dr ai for the next life.
the side ho shen too, altho he was a bitch, he just loved the wrong man in the wrong life. it was sad that he died just like that. and jiang wenxu who started it all didn't even seem to care. it makes me sick.
i think i sound heated but I'm actually just really depressed over all of this. i didn't even have the energy to cry...
but yeah!
guess that's it
thanks to this manhwa for shattering my empty soul