
Cool! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
I wonder how they'll adapt it to the anime.

Yup, there's a chance that they might change the cast. I wouldn't mind that if they got new seiyuus, but after listening to two drama CDs with the current cast (third one coming this summer!) it won't be easy to get used to new ones. I agree with that Maeno part though (I love his voice so much), Kousuke isn't anything new to him. He voices in so many BL series and overall in animes these days that it's hard to miss his glorious voice (Maeno fans including me are so blessed). While Masuda Toshiki (Masahiro's seiyuu) apparently had his first BL role thanks to this series (actually it was Hitorijime Boyfriend but Kousuke and Masahiro were just background characters there and didn't have a thing going on).

I understand that his mind is a mess and that he's feeling depressed and really out of it, but the scenes with his brother are looking almost romantic, and it's making me a bit sick, because his brother doesn't deserve anything good #-.-)

I know what you're talking about, but I think that's the little brother's... thing. I see the little brother feeling romance. Like the kiss. At the same time, I still see the big brother as suffering. Nothing about it is romantic for him. So I guess it's like the little bro's delusions. I think that's what you're sensing.

Romantic ? I don't think so ! The author shows perfectly that Haruki hates Hikaru. When he tells his brother they can sleep together he is extremely cold. During sex, he does not surrender to pleasure and enjoy himself contrary to most yaois where the uke is raped : he only shows his disgust and refuses to be touched. Hikaru's feelings are not depicted as romantic either : the scenes where he seems to feel guilty are always immediately followed by his twisted thoughts and acts (he cries and beg Haruki, then blackmails, blames, and rapes him. When he is alone he cries then says he will force his brother to look at him only...). There is nothing close to romantic here. Kashio is clearly showing us how unhealthy their relationship is.

That's probably it, lenalena, since it's the time where we see the little brother's perspective.
And I'm not saying the older brother is considering this romantic. If anything, his passive attitude is nothing more than the result of his emotional shock. I was thinking more of the portrayal made by the mangaka.
This manga does make me suffer more than any other ╥﹏╥

It was generally drawn from Hikaru's perspective thus the situation looking "romantic" However, Haruki has absolutely no contribution to this.
It was sickening to see Hikaru "having feelings" and I could only get through this chapter by imagining myself personally dragging Hikaru by the hair to hell.

Yup yup. They take it from Hikaru's perspective. Sort of like how in the first chapter he was all, "Woe is me, Haruki doesn't love me. I'm totally the victim here." I sort of like seeing things from his point of view because we know 100% Haruki is terrified. Seeing Hikaru's twisted logic is interesting.
Every time I get an update notification of this manga my heart goes "prepare yourself!"