AWWWWWWW I CANT STOP SMILING ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ SUPER CUTE! ((ok I'm ready for the bangbang for next chapter))
SERIOUSLY... BITCH... WHO FUCKS LIKE THAT? *facepalm* who the hell on earth fucks like Hyun? this is just stupid and plotless and the art became shitty as we go on. AND GUNNER LEAVE NOONA ALONE!!!1!1!
it sucks when you're in a rut or even just thinking you are in a rut. the insecurities tho.
I'm currently having twins, and of course after months delivering them, I do want to have intimate time and getting it on with my husband since I couldn't do it for like a year already (during preggo, my doctor doesn't rec us to have sex during bc I was in the ER for 2 times already, fyi carrying multiples are diff with singleton.)
but then, sometimes my husband rejects when I asked him (make out is fine but no penetration nor blowjobs for him, longstory short, he just won't make himself cum bc he's already exhausted with his job and babies). Of course, I'm exhausted as well. I worn out everysingle day bc it's a never ending job looking after the twins but man, mama wants to fuck, lol. (We used to have sex 3-4 times a week.)
Couldn't force him either so I ended up getting insecure and cried once in a while. One time, I asked him and he rejected, I just don't say anything (usually I said things like 'but I'm super horny :((((') and left to my room (we slept in diff room bc the babies sleep longer if we seperated their room), he noticed and he felt bad so he comfort me and insist to have sex but I reject it bc I would feel horrible for him and myself bc I think it's pity sex. That night, he won't leave until I agree to getting it on bc he said he felt like a bad husband for me lately. In the end it went nice and I feel lots better.
But then, after babies are growing up we can make time for sex as they get a longer sleep at night. Once or twice a week, if we're getting lucky. Sometimes they do woke up when we're already hot and heavy, lol.
Bruh, idk if its just me but if you love your spouse/partner, just make time for sex. It really sucks when it grows misunderstanding or even it's not being reject to have sex multiple times when you initiate it makes them feel like unwanted. Tho I still look like exactly like before carrying twins, back to my weight after a month and still looks fine as always but god damn it in my head I feel like shit and very unattractive bc of the rut.
BITCH IM SORRY ITS TOO LONG
*** for this manga, esp bc it's yaoi, I know that the bottom feels tired abt sex and it's a bit too much if it's everyday but man, you keep rejecting even the mood is good, that's not good brahhhh ***
YASS BITCH ITS BACK AND THE SEX SCENE IS SO HOT WHAT THE FUCK IM SO TURNED ON