
Although everything az did was for Nina’s sake, at the end of the day, Nina would’ve killed herself if sett wasn’t by her side. She would’ve thrown herself into the pond after the she accidentally buried the grandpa who helped her. She also wouldn’t have gotten over her complex with her eyes which az made worse by purposely avoiding it

Ik they skipped the bed scenes since this is pg-13, but in the novel hestia was RIDDING kaelus LOLOL she was in full control topping and making kaelus desperate for more

https://www.novelreads.club/novels/for-my-derelict-favorite/fmdf-chapter-30/
It was in chapter 30!!! You guys have to read it it’s so SPICY LOL

If she wants to prove that she’s a sword master wouldn’t it be better if she reveals her identity after fighting in the sword fighting competition? Like b/c she’s so good, everybody was already suspecting it to be her, so maybe while fighting the semi final she’ll take off her disguise and show she’s actually the princess? Then everybody would be like wait thays her fighting?
Cuz I feel like the best way to prove ure a sword master is if the public or everybody sees u fight. U bringing in the dragon rn I feel like doesn’t show that ure a sword master. Other ppl can still be like maybe she just tamed it somehow

She wanted everyone to see her father and the princess the liars they are, manipulating everyone into thinking it was her brother who won the fight. At that point everyone will start doubting about other stuffs they've said and done and also whatever schemes they'll cook up in the future. Her revealing herself as the anonymous warrior was really a huge humiliation to the both of them.

The strongest raksha user died( the space rakshasa) and now there’s the 8 higher being they have to fight. Clearly 1 higher being is already so hard to kill but how are they gonna defeat everyone else?
They previously said the users at Seoul are the strongest ones but since most of them died who’s gonna fight in the upcoming war LOL

I’m confused as hell cuz I thought the little brother was supposed to be smart and is trying to fight for the crown prince position?? So why is he holding the mc hostage in front of everybody? Shouldn’t he be pretending that he wasn’t involved since nobody has evidence? But now he got a bunch of witness showing that he had kidnapped and is threatening somebody. Even if the mc didn’t push him off how was he even planning to get away from this LOL like for him is this even worth it

I’m very surprised b/c this manga is very straightforward and fast paced but everything still flows nicely. Normally this plot twist will be shown at ch 100 or something and there’ll be a lot of fillers in between. but it’s only currently at ch 38. It really makes me wonder how the rest of the story will develop XD
SPOILERRR - you won’t regret reading this!!!
It’s approaching the scene where Hestia becomes suicidal!!! (Kind) ITS SO HEARTWRENCHING
after this chapter, the temples crimes will slowly be revealed and the ppl and the nobles will start protesting against the temple and will petition to dethrone Diana. This is when Helios tells Diana to apologize to kaelus and it would all be resolved because originally Hestia only wanted Diana to sincerely apologize
Diana will visit the dukes mansion unannounced and demand to see kaelus while Hestia and kaelus are in the middle of a meeting. Kaelus leaves to meet her where she breaks down crying confessing she still loves him I believe? Kaelus was described to be somehow affected seeing his old love crying on the floor asking for forgiveness and did forgive her. He was mostly surpised because the girl that he uses to love so much and gave him so much pain doesn’t affect him anymore because he only wants hestia now.
BUTTTT after Kaelus sends Diana away, he goes to Hestia , becomes clingy and became desperate to have sex with her (he pushes her on to the bed). This is because he realizes how much he loves Hestia and jusy really wants her after his encounter with Diana. THIS IS WHERE SHE MISUNDERSTANDS. From Hestia perspective, kaelus just meet his old love and is now acting weird, suddenly desperate for sex as if he wants to forget his old love. So Hestia starts thinking if maybe kaelus still had feelings for Diana
Then the nobles started seriously protesting against the temple in front of the palace. They wanted kaelus to sign the petition with them b/c he’s head of nobles. However kaelus said he needed to stay neutral. BUT tjay was when kaelus comes home one day and tells Hestia he decided to not support the decision to dethrone Diana. BASICALLY wasting all the efforts Hestia made to bring her down. Now the reason for this is because Helios begged kaelus and also because it’ll greatly diminish the imperial power if nobles could decid to bring down a royal family members, which will make the country less stable. So for the country’s sake he had to vote against it
BUTTT HESTIA DOESNT KNOWWW
So In her eyes she feels betrayed and like everything she had done was all for nothing. Even though kaelus told her it’s because he doesn’t wanna focus on Diana no more and jusy wanna focus on Hestia, she feels like kaelus after everything had decided to save Diana again. The novel describes it very well but she started to feel hopeless, thinking tjay it’s unfair cuz no matter wat happens to Diana the two male leads will come save her cuz she’s the female lead. Plus all this revenge was cuz she wanted to get justice for kaelus from first timeline, so if the person who got hurt decided to forgive, wat else can she do?
So on the day of the court where they were deciding to dethrone Diana or not, Hestia noblewoman friend sent her a letter asking if Hestia was locked up since she wasn’t showing to any of the rallies despite being one of those ppl who pushed for this. She tells Hestia how shes shocked cuz kaelus is going against the detriment and was asking if tjeee was discourse.
And that’s when Hestia started thinking… there’s no pt in being here. She can’t change anything. There’s no more purpose in life. She started coping saying she can’t change anything because this is just a story and this isn’t real. And if she’s gonna have to see Diana remain a crown princess and being happy she wants out. She wants to go back to her own world. So she sits on top of a balcony and tjoihht about wat would happen if she were to jump down . Would she go back to her regular world? She jusy didn’t wanna be here no more and disappear. And that’s when kaelus arrives home and saw Hestia attempting suicide and immediately runs up and pulls her down. But. Long story short he thought she was trying to kill herself because he supported Diana and thought he was still in love with her
Sounds like I need to marinate for a couple weeks… and Helios decisions here are trash Diana is not fit to be crown princess whether the temple gets overruled or not and just needs to be dethroned. She needs to reconnect with her humble past and learn sincerity again
i read the same spoiler from a website, I completely understand Hes’s pov since Kaelus basically left her in the dark while she was the one pushing the dethrone forwards but NEVER mention his conversation with the crown prince. I don’t blame her
Bro L Kaelus for this, no wonder ppl who read the novel said they disliked Kaelus
Ugh yeah I remember this part in the novel I remember just SCREAMING AT KAELUS LIKE BITCH HELLO!?!?!?!
Did not regret one bit reading the spoilers
They made some modifications previously and they better change that too coz this is just bullshit, if you don't want the nobles to take the lead act like a proper ruler and get that useless self-centered eyesore OUT OF HERE (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸
If the emperor continues to do nothing and Kaelus decides to stand by them I'm done
This arc literally destroys everything Hestia has been fighting for
Pls hit the spoiler box next time (≧∀≦)
Actually I think it’s going in a different direction than the novel. The suicidal part already happened (earlier than it did in the novel) back in 86-87 it didn’t go the same way as it did in the novel but I doubt they will repeat the scene. I also saw the raws and Diana going to apologize is also different. That’s all I’ll say for ppl who don’t wish to be spoiled.
Thank you for this.
Ugh really Kael after all the work you know Hestia has been doing for you?? Helio needs a backbone like..
No literallyyyyyyy like bros all whining "we can't let the people take down a noble" ok mf THEN DO IT YOURSELF like ya gotta calm the social unrest bb
Rightttt I’m like kaelus why can’t u just tell her the truth
Uk wats even more frustrating (SPOILER)!!
After he pulls her down, he’s hugging and squeezing hestia really tight because he was so scared she was actually gonna suicide. He became traumatized b/c it reminded him of his past. BUT not once did he reveal the truth. He was just hugging her trembling, and Hestia had to comfort him saying that she’s fine and that she doesn’t mean to actually jump. And days afterwards, he just clung on to her or sat in her bed QUIET. It was Helios who had to come over and check up on kaelus, and being surpised how much kaelus going against the dethronement affected Hestia and then HELIOS tells Hestia the TRUTH. I forgot if it was because kaelus promised to keep it a secret, but if ur woman was gonna commit suicide cuz of it I think u should at least tell herik kaelus was traumatized and was in shock that’s why he was just quiet sticking around her but I didn’t like how hestia still had to be the one comforting him
Rightttt Helios doesn’t make the best decisions. MORE SPOILER!!!!!
Do you know when Helios leaves Diana? Literally like a year? Or 3 years later. After everything Helios and Diana basically don’t talk no more, but he decided to try to still give it a chance and reconnect with her. After years, they were only able to reconcile up to the pt that they can casually talk? Or eat dinner together. And the final decision was when Hestia became pregnant. The imperial family had no child yet which makes the imperial power unstable as there is no lineage or someone to pass down to. And Helios is like kaelus has a kid now so the imperial family should have one too. Helios basically gave Diana an ultimatum, either give birth and carry out ur duty as a crown princess or we divorced. So Diana choose not to give birth and divorced.
If they didn't wanna it to feel like they're giving in to the nobles' pressure they should've monitored her better instead of acting like she was doing a great job on her own #-.-) I'm so pissed at everyone tbh
Diana is a total mess, she's so self-centered she thinks everything that she does is a blessing upon everyone else and the worst part is that she's convinced that she's a victim being persecuted, it's not even an act. And those two idiots (yes Kaelus you're included) falling head over heels for her did not help her delusions. All she ever had was her powers and her face, the rest is just rotten.
that spoiler just grinds my gears. tf kaelus?!
Nahhh crazy how things would have been better if they have communicated to each other
I have the impression that they changed the order of events in the manhwa. There was already a part where Kael thought she was going to commit suicide, so I wonder if there will be another scene like that. I can't remember if there were two suicide parts in the novel.
The initial balcony scene was def not in the novel so they prob did change the order of events if there is not a second suicidal scene they better have replaced it with something much better cuz It was one of the most emotional and climatic moments in the manga
it’s makes me so mad, like why ain’t you speaking up and for ANOTHER man to tell the truth is bewildered. I’m not surprised that the Korean reader doesn’t like Kae