Uh⦠okay? Lmfao. This was a huge waste of time and I feel like even the author knew. In 3 chapters they were like, āokay, the ML who sucks ass gets sick from guilt, then heās forgiven with sex, and then they live happily ever after. Oh, and I guess the side characters get together too. Woohoo bla bla bla unexplored succubus lore the end :)ā like that was nothing. It was a nothing read. Nothing happened, nothing meant anything, just. Lame lmao.
Iām sorry but I despise the MC I understand going through a traumatic experience and not wanting to be hurt again, but maybe deal with your deep insane insecurities before making it everyone elseās problem? He assumes he doesnāt like him, assumes he has a girlfriend, assumes heās straight, assumes heās cheating, assumes assumes assumes and Jio is the one who has to bend over backwards to do everything he can to show heās actually deeply in love with him, and only interested in him.
He actively rejected his physical advances with the excuse of āwe have to trust each other moreā while admitting that itās just so he can prove he doesnāt only want him physically, then GETS MAD WHEN HE DOESNT TRY TO FUCK HIM?!!! He sits there saying āwahhh I guess he doesnāt trust me!ā As if it wasnāt HIS condition that HE needs to trust HIM before they go further?! And you bet your ass it doesnāt cross his mind that simply informing him that he trusts him (he doesnāt actually) and is willing to go all the way now, which would fix his own self made issue.
The thing that really pissed me off is this bitch literally insulted him, calling him a HETERO⦠WHILE BEING PISSED AT HIM FOR THE ASSUMPTION THAT HE FUCKED ANOTHER MANā¦. AFTER HE WENT DOWN ON HIM AND SWALLOWED HIS JIZZ AND TOOK COOKING CLASSES TO GET HIM TO LIKE HIM AND PASSED UP A PROMOTION AND TRANSFER OVERSEAS AND WAS WILLING TO FUCK OVER OTHER COWORKERS TO EASE HIS WORKLOAD AND JUMPS HIM EVERY CHANCE HE GETS EVEN AT WORK AND AND AND AHHHHHHHH. Who the fuck does he think he is believing that just because heās also gay, itās okay to out someone to him?! As a gay guy, he should know people have boundaries, and ābatting for the same teamā doesnāt give you the right to CROSS those boundaries! If that man specifically requested Jio not to inform ANYBODY of the fact that heās gay because heās not out of the closet, why the fuck should your own insecurities be more important than that boundary? And with that completely unreasonable request, he then assumes that confirmation that heās actually just a āman fucking hetero cheaterā like get a FUCKING GRIP.
I get being insecure and not believing someone out of your league has genuine care for you, but why not manage a way to deal with that insecurity before you put some poor man through the wringer while he tries to put you at ease? This entire story is just him going āWaahhhh Iām bland and hate myself and even though all my boyfriend does is make it clear heās only interested in me, rather than talking about my feelings with him, Iām gonna assume the worst, go catatonic, attack his character, and make it seem like itās HIS fault when we fight!ā Like MY GOD.
Like āWahhhh he still hasnāt called me to talk! Or acknowledge how I insulted his character! Or hear my apology! How am I supposed to apologize when he wonāt text me first?! :((((((ā LIKE BITCH IS YOUR PHONE BROKEN??? CAN YOUR LIPS FLAP??? HOW ARE YOUR VOCAL CHORDS DOING??!?! WHY DOES HE ALWAYS HAVE TO TAKE THE FIRST STEP WHEN YOURE THE ONE SETTING THE BOUNDARIES AND BLOCKING HIS ADVANCES??? ARE YOU DUMB????
This poor dude literally goes about his life, chill asf, only wanting to do his work, have his team succeed, and give affection to his boyfriend whoās his favorite thing on earth. His first goddamn relationship, the SAME AGE as his boyfriend, but he has to be 100x more mature. All while his boyfriend picks up on every little thing he can latch onto to give himself anxiety and assume the worst about the man who does the most for him. Itās INSUFFERABLE. I hate how invested I am in this story because our main character is a miserable loser. I want him to get broken up with and realize that itās his own doing. Then HEāLL have to bend over backwards to gain forgiveness rather than sit there and pretend heās the forever victim.
Literally my exact thoughts reading every chapter. And the way he was like "it's actually my time to apologize this time" when every argument has come from ml just existing in his hotness and the mc being insecure and then lashing out at ml because he knows the ml will look for him to apologize first. Literally getting mad Everytime the ml does anything proving his love for the mc. I love the art(I'm used to the weird proportions and wrinkles already) but I need some serious character development or I don't think I'll be able to continue much longer. I've only stayed this long because of how close to perfect the ml is.
Yāall gotta give him more credit lol. This is possibly THEE healthiest and most mature Bl couple Iāve ever seen, and Yiyoung has been thinking about Director Kang during the entire time spent with new guy. He doesnāt even perceive him as a possible lover because heās so down for Kang. He even came to the realization that he shouldnāt be out laughing with this guy who constantly flirts with him when the guy he actually loves is working hard. He actually appreciates that heās an hard worker and not just some born rich dude with no issues. Even if there is a slight miscommunication, theyāll handle it in like half a chapter lmao.
I love this chapter lmao. I feel like weāre missing tons of information and like chapters have gone missing, but this is the sorta lighthearted goofy shit that makes reading BLās so easy. Iām still really disappointed in the art style change though, especially with Vercicke and those big āol yaoi eyes. The art style lost all its sauce and coolness but whatever. Still enjoying the story.
Fr! Like after seeing Vercikes weird squished disproportionate face with the too big eyes, I went back to the first chapter, and the difference is INSANE. Like what happened to the sauce? The rizz? The aura? Itās literally the flirting vs. harassment meme lmao. All the interesting designs and unique style that the series first had just got snatched away.
Why are people saying Gyuwon outed Geon? All he did was say that he liked him, so Coach pieced together how Gyuwon treats Geon how Geon treated him. He then explicitly told Gyuwon not to confirm his suspicions because it wasnāt for him to tell. Thatās all lol. Even if he knows that Geon is gay now, that was from his own thought process, not Gyuwon outing him. Besides, itās not like Coach would let that turn into a big conflict or anything. He already said nothing changes how he feels about the both of them. Yāall gotta let the trauma of past BLās go
He may be a bit empty-headed to not catch the obvious signs that someoneās in love with you, but that may just be because heās not used to the actual concept of homosexuality, but heās clearly a really good dude and friend. Which is so refreshing. Iām not used to characters in these⦠not sucking lmao
Okay, so it seems like the brother is actually trying to form a relationship with Dojun and was going out of his way to help him and look good in front of him. Heās just waiting for the abusive grandpa who hates Dojun to die before he can bring him back into the family. Not the best way to go about it but lowkey cute tbh.










Girl let it go