Just finished reading the web novel for this. It's actually a very long story that took a day and a half to read and was very well written. Spoilers ahead.
I can't believe how well the author managed to make me like MC and Garon (ML) being together by the end despite how awful Garon had been for most of the story. He doesn't entirely redeem himself necessarily, but you feel his utter devotion to the MC. He would rather die himself than do something that would harm the MC by the middle/end of the novel. He’s crazy about the MC in a way that is almost scary… he would feed the MC his flesh if the MC asked him to—this isn’t me exaggerating, he literally tries to. The MC feels guilt and anguishes about his mother’s death and the circumstances of how he knows Garon, but… I can’t explain it. You just like them together by the end. It’s a helpless kind of love, even after separation they’re the only ones for each other. Garon wants MC to change him and MC really is. He thinks endlessly about the name he wants to give MC. He finds an old painting the MC’s late father painted despite how unpopular the MC‘s father’s paintings actually were and gifts it to the MC without ever making a big deal about it—the painting is just there one day. He wears down the cheap pipe the MC gives him by using it everyday and taking it everywhere. He gives his life up just to be with the MC.
About Raon (second ML)… I’ll say, yes, he does force himself on the MC (never going all the way—though I think he would have if it weren’t for his knowledge of the poison) and actually has a covetous, perverted way of thinking and speaking, but really that’s not the worst thing about him. Personally, the fact that he knew the MC when he was 16 and was attracted to him is the creepiest part. He didn’t kill the MC’s mom, which I know some people thought he did.
Raon does get his time with the MC, so for people who like him you’ll get to see them in sexual situations (but they never go far since the MC can’t get hard with him and Raon knows about the poison) as well as living together for a month or so.
It’s very obvious before MC and Garon separate, though, that Garon is the one who loves MC more. Garon would let his love for the MC destroy him, but Raon wouldn’t. That’s what my main takeaway was from their different dynamics.
MC’s painter friend, Naro, lives by the end, btw. Garon brings him to MC long after MC thought he might be dead. Garon’s three guards all become more important in the special chapters since they look after the MC and make sure he’s okay (as well as one of them having a crush on Naro…).
I can answer any other questions anyone has :)
Collection of all Yaoi/Hentai stories I've read.
+ My rating is ONLY here to judge the quality of the sex scenes, I don't take the plot or sensible subjects in account in my rate.
-> THAT'S WHY THIS SIGN IS HERE AS A WARNING : = themes that some readers may find shocking.
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Good reading
I swear to God if Jaekyung's first instinct after finding Dan is to fuck him I might really kill myself
A collection of BL MPREG manhwas/manhuas/mangas that meet MOST of my criteria, curated specifically for this trope: with visible belly (bump), with mpreg smut scene, with birth scene, and with baby. Added overview: if colored or black & white, if completed/ongoing at what chapter, omegaverse or not, and if plot-wise recommended.
STATUS:
#1-50: COMPLETED
#51 to 76: ONGOING/COMPLETED RAWS (mpreg happened already in mgg/raws)
#77 to 80: No mpreg stuff yet but based on the novel, there will be.
i was just wondering, what if there is no hell or heaven? what will actually happen after death??
gooning and sht
I'm feeling romantical
Day 102639044764033 of asking someone pls link me the novel