
I’m ngl - sometimes I love this story so much and then at other times it makes little to no sense to me. I understand she thought the books was a prophecy etc etc when she was a child but she’s grown up from the day she first found the book. I know she’s questioning the book now but I fail to see why she hadn’t before.
After the initial bad servants were thrown out of the palace, everyone has been super loving and supportive of her. Sometimes she comes across as so ungrateful for all the love she receives it makes me dislike her.
“Oh she feels like it can be taken away at any point.” Why??? Bc a book told her??? Again, I understand that she was deluded when she was a child but she was growing up? The story just paints her as the world’s most gullible idiot honestly.
I didn’t like the emperor in the start he was a dickhead and yes he was a POS but he’s changed. The story refuses to acknowledge that for some reason and so does Phil - yes he was jackass back when he was drunk 24/7 but he changed so much. That doesn’t erase his past mistakes but I can’t hate him now? In fact her lunatic of an actual father who is ok with constantly abusing his sons and only giving love to Phil is a bit more unliveable tbh.
I like Phil I really do and I was sad her childhood was a miserable one but she was loved growing up idk this whole premise just seems so pointless. On top of that what she read was essentially a fanfiction bc the author hated how Phil was actually loved in the real storyline and going off that this is the real story line-
Yeah I understand trauma and ptsd but her entire ptsd stems from a book she read when she was 8. Past 8, her life has been full of love and care so now it’s just confusing. I understand she had to change herself to recieve a lot of that love but she herself admits she was a bit of a brat. Plus things were gonna get better anyways because in the OG storyline she had a happy ending. Idk I get so confused about this when I think about it but the characters are hot so I get distracted easily,

O don't think its about trauma or PTSD tho. Imagine you live in someone's house, that almost went bankrupt because of your mom but they still askes you to live there with them telling you oh we're still love you what ur mom did to us doesnt matter. Wouldn't you feel awkward and just count your days until you get kicker out?

I really hope he runs away good and proper from everyone including the emperor. I don’t want him away from disbar but I want him to see the world on his own be his own person he’s been trapped in this cage for so long I want him to spread his wings and fly. Maybe come back after a few years and then marry rishar

Honestly I like the side couple like he maybe a red flag to MC but he’s good to the brother who he loves so *my standards and expectations are literally rock bottom atp*
The bratty yakuza and cautious older brother make a cute couple and very honestly if I knew that the ML had fucked up my fate I’d want him dead too. Just because he’s the OG soulmate doesn’t mean he’s obligated to like the MC
I’ve forgotten the whole story can someone remind me bc I thought blonde was a bullied victim everyone ignored until he ended up shooting someone why did he go after Brett
he actually said it…. it’s because he dislikes how brett “looks down” on others and acts like it’s not his business. if you go back to the party chapters brett tells alexander to stop putting up with bs and to live his own life.
Alexander has a HUGE chip on his shoulders. The author does a really good job of getting us to hate Brett's attitude because he's high and mighty and in some sense above everyone because things are so easy for him: God looks, sporty, athletic, socially suave, high social standing, money. The works. But as far personally offending anyone, he hasn't. Not in the way would bring about murderous intent. But for someone like Alexander, who is a coward and has been beaten into a corner, somehow could pull a trigger on him.