
“i’m not okay with this anymore” that fucking stabbed me.

he finally snapped. he can’t take it anymore. my poor boy... i mean, just, look, it has been more than 2 years since they maintained their ‘peaceful and awkward’ relationship and then finally accepted that he can’t continue this kind of ‘friendship’ anymore...finally realising that he has loved subin all along and just tries to deny/hide it omg idk it just...broke me. man, this sucks.
“regretting something you can’t have anymore is fucking painful” i relate so much </3

has subin really moved on? really? i don’t think so. just look at his expression when hyunwoo tried to pull that stunt at the end..anyone could just see the look on his face, his expression..he is wavering, he is shaken..he was shocked..well, at least that’s what it looks like to me.
what could’ve had happened if jun didn’t get there on time?
i really hope he’s not a virgin omg and he’s going to pull out isn’t he? seeing heeso in pain and all..
It would be more cruel if he kept going, it can be incredibly painful.