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Kang Yesol, who was transferred to the region of his alma mater, meets Jeong Hanlim, the owner of a ...

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in my eyes this is haruka from windbreaker lol

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Driving School Love Story of a Complicated Shoujo Manga Artist and a Popular Instructor Who’s ...

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Gonna be real, some of yall have the reading comprehension of a baked bean. Not trying to be mean (sorta), I just think yall lack the depth and maturity to understand Ian without calling him a whore or mischaracterizing him altogether. Once yall live long enough to be in relationships and experience some real shit, then you'll be able to understand him better. Ian is not a whore, hes a former gang member/drug addict trying to find peace in his life but is trapped by his love for someone who is still deep in the very life he wants to leave behind. TJ and Ian love each other, but their biggest bond is through their trauma, some of which TJ catalyzed btw. Ian found someone who not only loves him, but also gives him the peace he so desperately wants, Jo. "Why doesn't he stay with Jo and stop two-timing Jo and TJ then?" you might be asking. It's because he is battling with what he wants vs what he thinks he deserves.

Jo represents what Ian desires in life: peace, love thats out in the open, safety, and normalcy. TJ represents what Ian thinks he deserves: stagnation and settlement to atone for his past sins. TJ literally hired people to beat Ian up to prevent him from leaving, tried tying him down with debt to have him stay longer, said Jo having a normal life would scare Ian away and that he was the only one who knew how to tame him... TJ is an abusive partner and has beaten Ian down into thinking that he is the only one he can go to for comfort and the only person he deserves. In this very chapter (81) Ian is saying "I'm the worst" about himself and how someone like him would just end up hurting Jo, he feels defeated. And who does Ian go to every time he feels like he is undeserving of a better life? TJ. The same person who has kept him in the same place, only loving him behind closed doors, for all these years. TJ serves as a reminder to Ian that he is "bad" and "selfish" and isn't deserving of the life he wants/desires, and TJ preys on that insecurity to keep him as his DL lover. Not to mention, everything with Jamie practically forced Ian to leave Jo in the first place! Ian wanted to go back to Jo, but his past life still haunts him and he doesn't want to put Jo or Jo's family in danger because of it.

Ian isn't a whore for not being able to choose between TJ and Jo, he is complex and in a difficult position by having to chose between love that would set him free (Jo) and love that he's trauma bonded with and has found comfort in (TJ). I can only hope that the author is brave enough to actually make Ian move on from TJ, but then again, BL writers love to keep the MCs with their abusive partner and give them a redemption because they had that planned from the start, and we're just along for the ride. Who knows if the next chapter will lay the seeds for making Ian and TJ endgame or breaking them up, I truly hope it's the ladder because I love TJ, but he doesn't deserve Ian and Jo is really good for him. But they again, these decisions are left up to the author.

i don’t know, but the fact that i’m still reading comments, saying “jo should just give up and look for someone” or “i hope jo finds a better partner/person than ian” makes me think you guys don’t understand him. like jo is a grown man—he’s not weak, and definitely not laced with naivety. his decisions are something he can take responsibility for, which the author tells and wants to imprint on us a bazillion times.

remember what he said to ian in the start of s3? “i won’t avoid any of it. no matter what happens.” and i’m pretty sure he also said this to ian for the first time in s1. he chose ian and that’s his decision. he chose to not leave ian and be there for him even though he knows ian is hiding secrets. don’t also forget that jo is capable of protecting himself, and surprisingly ian, too. that guy has the GUTS to do anything just to protect someone precious to him. so, i hope some of you people should also stop spouting mindless words to ian for his actions, when in the first place jo is fine with how ian is as a person.

there’s just no connection.. like everything happened too fast

im still waiting...

this author draw so well i’m having their art for breakfast

Kai spends his days as a sugar baby. One day he’s saved by Yuma who happens to be around while...

Jo Jiwon is just your average college kid—well, except for the part where he scams people by p...

listen i’m a jo girly and all, but seeing these comments talking shit about ian hurts me a little. i can’t blame him for the actions he’s done multiple times whenever he’s with tj, since well the history between them has been so long. i don’t understand him as a whole, but there’s a part of him that i resonate with, and i just wish he will get the best ending for himself with or without the MLs

HOLY SHIT TS SO PEAK

this was so good i really enjoyed reading it !!!

? A Blue Spring, opposites attract BL ? ? With an attractive face and figure and a keen mind, the s...