This was amazing. I was afraid of how the story would unfold since it's about the porn industry and it's a really sensitive subject, but it was written with great responsibility and care. I'm glad I didn't gave up and got to the end, cuz the author didn't glamorize the porn industry and addressed all sort of issues. The last chapter dialogue at the end, talking about how people who don't dream aren't ugly and some people just want to live really got to me since I never had big dreams in life, I even cried while reading it.
I liked this one very much at the beginning, they're both crazy and it was going great in that direction, but now we're only seeing the mc going even crazier and getting abused, his craziness only hurts himself and Cheongrim really have gone all Sangwoo this chapter. I will give it more chapters to see where it goes, just hoping the author doesn't mess up romanticizing this
This one was a hard pill to swallow.
I'm very weak for stories that talk about SA since it's really hard to find someone that can write about it without fetishizing it. With that being said, I already crossed paths with many manhwas here that I stopped reading because SA scenes were just obviously torture porn. This one here has A LOT of SA scenes but I really think the author tried to do them in a respectful way. I still believe it could have been less graphic, but it was surprising how well Geom's trauma was handled and how the way he sees sex would get all distorted, how he would blame himself and even doubt if he was really a victim, this are all very REAL feelings of SA victim's and I appreciate that it was handled with care. He suffered a lot, but thrived through everything and got his happy ending. Of course nothing that happened with him will be forgotten or erased, but, as the author said, we can always write new memories. The romance here was pure and beautiful, and it was what got me to read this story because it's good to see the main character having a lovable and righteous love interest, while all the abusers are correctly shown as villains. It was also, unfortunately, very real about the consequences these villains faces. The world isn't fair and those who have power will not face justice all the way. I really wished to see them suffer more, but it so happens like this in real life.
Very tough reading, but a beautiful story. It would've been perfect if less graphic on the SA scenes.
Episode 54 ruined everything why just WHYYY out of nowhere non con stuff when their relationship was going so well and so healthy... I finished reading it cuz it was already near the end but it put me off SO MUCH
SO hefty on this its unreal.. reading the rest deadass felt like a chore after that shit, AND THE EXPLANATION WAS TRASH ??? shit made me sooo mad bro.. complete buns...
YESSS it got worst after he said "I got drunk and did something I regret" like WHAT please at least get on your knees to apologize
I read novel until ch. 19, with is almost the end (it has 20 chs + extra) and so far this is not yaoi at all, neither romance. The main characters do have feelings for each other but it's very conflicted and they have no romantic interactions at all lol they do have teasing moments and all, but the main focus of the story is social hierarchy and surviving through your teens/highschool years. I'm just leaving this comment here so you guys don't expect something else. The novel is really long and the manhwa will take a long time to get there, so do not expect romance nor sex scenes. I'm almost at the end and they just kissed once on ch. 18 and it was a MESS lol mc has a love/hate relationship for ml and it isn't really that simple. To be honest they don't really make a good pair cuz their relationship wold be toxic as fuck, ml has his problems but mc is CRAZYYyyy.
I do recommend reading the novel from the beginning cuz it's really well written and much more interesting than the manhwa! A good story, but do not go expecting focus on romance nor +18 scenes. If something does happen it will be at the very end, I will comeback to update once I finish reading it.
Wahhh thanks so I'm dropping this i don't like to story that dragging scenarios......
The 18+ scenes start in the extras, when they're adults....
Yeah I heard it from others that already finished the novel and that's good, like I said if something happens it's at the very ending of the story. I know a lot of people here are expecting it so I just commented so they don't get frustrated. I still hoped for a non romantic ending on the novel since I couldn't really root for them to be together
Please tell a bit about their ending like.. taesan and junwoo finally love each other or what? Then what about the other two?
Taesan doesn't love Junwoo. Junwoo on the other hand was totally obsessed with him.
About Jun and Yohan it's kinda complicated and full of twists. Jun develops feelings for Yohan but he still doesn't wanna anyone to know that he is gay. He eventually finds out that Yohan stalked him since 1st year of highschool and also likes him, but both of them don't want to expose their sexuality and have conflicted feelings about it. Yohan is really obsessed with Jun and that ends up complicating Jun's life. Jun wants to help him but they end up fighting and Yohan breaks his arm lol he also discovers later that Yohan was lying about some of his hardships and they end up fighting. Jun stays trying to run away from Yohan - and his feelings for him - until the very end. The ending of the novel is when they are starting college. I still haven't read the extras but other people spoiled me already that's when they relationship develops and we see Yohan's POV. I honestly liked how the story developed until the end but I think I will not read the extras since I couldn't root for them to be together romantically. I was invested on how the author showed all problematic behavior in a really responsible way but even if Jun is morally gray Yohan is still crazier and they relationship is not something I'm found of
Can you link novel
He's such a big baby hahaha
I have a feeling that he has something to do with the undead/maggots. Maybe he's one that was experimented on and turned out that way. I think his tattoos are covering for something else that was in his skin... Scars, maybe?
Ooh good theory
I'm so happy I read the novel after last week chapter, I wouldn't have been able to handle waiting for them to confess here lol but I will love to see it on manhwa too, it was so cute on the novel
Dude i want spoilers but I dont want to read the novel.Is there gonna be drama between the two or not?(●￣(ｴ)￣●)
I want to ask what chapter did you start to read after the update? (⌒▽⌒)
No drama, just some misunderstanding until they finally confess!
Chapter 99!
I suspected you the whole time and here we are, you were just in love with an NPC doomed lovers at its finest
I can't believe we will have to wait till season 3
This went from gem to trash so quickly, I'm sooo mad
We had a beautiful story about two disfuncional people helping one another to get better and all of sudden PUFF Seoan magically never had a panic attack again, enough to be able to get all bossy and take full care of every one of Woowon's problems, who went from being a strong minded character that kept everything together despites all his problems to being a fucking mess and a RAPIST??????? LIKE WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. It feels like the author messed Woowon up just to be able to keep this troupe where the rich guy takes care of the poor guy, cuz Woowon got by life until 29 alone so HE'S capable of doing so, the character simply changed out of nowhere. I'm dropping this, veryy disappointed.