
Well according to novel she is being control by the queen with some kind of magic and her thinking about killing herself is a defence mechanism her mind is focusing on, but to get her out of that control Ishakan's spe^m plays important role like ahem ahem how many times she gets that( ̄∇ ̄") she will eventually start thinking freely, hence the killing desire and eating desire.

He says that because at the end it is his first time to be attracted to someone, and he is not wrong to start dating someone you like, but for her she is doing it to not die, but on her coming of age ceremony she will lose all hope and drink poison than will he panic.

Yes, according to the novel just after this party Eclis will bring that original daughter back with him, and then will begun some very tragic episodes, where that Bit#h will behave like a victim and will charm everyone but Callisto will behave very rudely with her ahh that was the satisfying part.....
The coming of age is not far I think it is 10 days away or so.

So damm frustrating,..........I remember when reading the novel that how can she call herself a friend when she knew she was responsible in killing Blake in the past life making Liontel's life miserable...... she chose everything herself and now blame Anthea for everything.
She will plot against her again with Philip knowing full well about everything.
Just wait the upcoming chapters are a bit annoying but trust our Blake he sees everything clearly....

Can you spoil me, what anthea did to proove that shes the real anthea? Did she cook? Hahaha i really want her to cook damn. Like girl just go make kimchi now, blake and the emperor will surely believe you.
But really maybe being lock made her dull? I also dont know why ser was directing her anger on the wrong person.
The whole story is quite fulfilling but Emperor Ji's back story hurts on you a very different level and it comes after the main story ends so all you remember is crying for him. He would die on this Island without even meeting FL for a last time, he loves her more than Si Yehan, I can't believe I am saying this, Si Yehan is the perfect ML, I quite like his character, but Emperor Ji is on the same level, he let go of FL because of his health he loves her so much, he would leave a recording for her to beolayed at her wedding....aww Damm I can cry right now...
The girl is so lucky to have two amazing men in her life. Also, may I ask what the title of the manhua is in your profile? Thank you!
Ohh the profile pic I am using is of Naive Mr Lu, again an amazing novel, well it was my first Chinese novel so its kind of sentimental, the Manhua does not do any good to the novel it was good at first but it started getting off track so read at your own risk.
Okayyy, thank you sm!!
I’ve read that manhwa and I agree with your sentiments. It had such potential!
And that's exactly why I'm skipping through, I avoid 2nd lead syndrome and preserve my peace of mind ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
Smart move(๑•ㅂ•)و✧...
I remember crying when they start ji xiuran flashback and that's the only time i cried while reading it. It shows how much the backstory hurts and how much he love her ╥﹏╥
I remember crying for hours I just stopped reading for a day and felt the grief, the most hurtful for me was that he erased their moments from her mind and the hypnosis was so good that she will never remember it, she will never remember how much he loved her.